bab 61 - have u experienced this?

i cant accept 'child's' reason. i'm the one who knows whether the reason is right or just a lousy reason. i'm down because of it. i really down when i notice i'm given the dishonest reason. it's my bad to know or predict a thing (with some proves and experiences) before they give me the reason. once the reason given is different from my prediction and illogical 'plus' cannot be adopted, i'll turn to crazy me. ok, fine! hide as u can! what's so hard to tell the truth?

unfair. if someone u know decline your proposal but do accept the others' and the proposal is just the same. what do u feel if things happened right in front of u. unfair isn't it?

what do u feel if u are waiting with full of hope and the end of it, u'll find yourself waiting for nobody, waiting for nothing and to make it more dramatic, they know u're waiting and pretend to be dont know or just ignore u.

smile. have to smile even its hard. have to laugh for hiding sadness.

there're a lot to write everything here but all those things make me mad for nothin' (they said). but what i'm going to say here is, we live together in this small world and in life we're actually playing our own role in our own part. be a good actor coz u're not going to live alone. appreciate the others doesn't make u poor but u'll get more than u have.

bab 60 - destiny

the clock on the wall shows 5.35 pm reminds us dat working hour is already passed. slowly, sounds of voices in the office less and lesser. i suddenly remember the good old days, being in the late organization, KISB. Listening to my mp3 player installed in the pc, song of 'destiny' OST of witch yoo hee (korean drama series) makes me feels gloomy. this song had been played for many times before.

it's just a feelings. emo? i have reason for it.. i do have reason! 2 years in irdc: for the first three months, i feel nothing. just working, going home, watching movies.. all i did alone. 9 months after the first three months: learned a lot, got more and more friends, felt happy even the salary was quite low. very cheap i guess! and the rest of the months until the submition of resignation: gloomy, sad, moody, not focus at work, always being pensive, hurt, sensitive. i know why it happened. that's why i chose to move out. while thinking about knowledge, carrier development, i know i should stay and have a better appreciation someday, but to accept something that i have to face along the journey that made me feels all the bad things, i decided to go..

for the first month being in the new environment after moving out from the previous one, i sometimes thought whether i did a wise decision or not. then, i realized that what i need is just one long period. i just need time to forget all those things. my life become normal as times goes on. thank god.

and, i suddenly thinking of my past times. i know its just because the last nite dinner. going back to my late environment, have dinner with my past colleague and meet the past situation makes me down last nite..could be continuously tonight maybe. huh..

i know it's no good if i keep thinking, keep letting it happens. i should stop it and i have to! never let things happened again. never!

bab 59 - team medical dragon

i do notice that i'm getting lazy and lazy and also become more lazy these days.. sometimes got idea to say here, and as fast as 'asada ryutaro did surgery' it's switched to be lazy to update.. erm.. did i mention about asada ryutaro? who is he? how fast is he? haha..actually i'm now about to share with u one drama series from japan or sometimes we call it j-drama. i do like korean drama as well as j-drama.. whatever..

i just finished watching the season two of 'team medical dragon' and of course i did watch the first season. i thought both seasons were did very well as i am a layman and know nothing about medical. i don't know what the real doctor will say while watching this series. however, they make me addicted watching dat. can't help to wait the next season be released. so, this is the review of the series, do find and watch dat. u will love it.

Cast

• Sakaguchi Kenji as Asada Ryutaro
• Uchida Yuki as Kataoka Kazumi
• Koike Teppei as Ijyuuin Noboru
• Otsuka Nene as Kodaka Nanami
• Kitamura Kazuki as Kirishima Gunji
• Abe Sadao as Arase Monji
• Mizukawa Asami as Satohara Miki
• Sasaki Kuranosuke as Fujiyoshi Keisuke
• Natsuki Mari as Kito Shoko
• Kishibe Ittoku as Noguchi Takeo
• Ikeda Tetsuhiro as Kihara Takehiko
• Sato Jiro as Matsudaira Kotaro
• Shiga Kotaro as Zenda Hideki
• Takahashi Issei as Toyama Seiji
• Nakamura Yasuhi as Nomura Hirohito

• Title: 医龍 Team Medical Dragon
• Title (romaji): Iryu Team Medical Dragon
• Also known as: Team Medical Dragon
• Genre: Medical
• Broadcast network: Fuji TV

Season 1

• Episodes: 11
• Viewership ratings: 14.75%
• Broadcast period: 2006-Apr-13 to 2006-Jun-29
• Air time: Thursday 22:00
• Theme song: Believe by AI

Synopsis

Ryutaro Asada, a renegade but brilliant surgeon, was being framed for a misdiagnosis and let go by the North Japanese Hospital. He went into exile and lived in a seaside shack when he was visited by Akira Kato, assistant professor of the Faculty of Cardiac Surgery at Meishin University Medical Hospital.

Despite being a female doctor, Akira managed to become an assistant professor. She was ambitious and set her goal to be promoted to full professor by succeeding in a surgery using the Batista technique — an extremely difficult type of heart surgery — and to write a paper on it. A year ago, Akira witnessed Ryutaro's skills when he was an NGO doctor and was impressed enough to seek his assistance in the Batista technique.

This drama exposed the difficulties encountered in the rigid Japanese medical professions in treating patients whereby decisions made were based more on protecting the hospitals than the patients.

Season 2

• Episodes: 11
• Viewership ratings: 16.8(Kanto)
• Broadcast period: 2007-Oct-11 to 2007-Dec-20
• Air time: Thursday 22:00
• Theme song: ONE by AI

Synopsis

In Iryu 2, Asada Ryutaro wages a new battle against the realities of Japan's medical care system. The government has drafted legislation to tackle the recent inflation of medical fees; hospitals have entered an era in which they will go bankrupt if they aren't independently run. At the same time, hospital mergers and takeovers are also taking place. Additionally, the obstetrics and pediatrics departments are being closed in succession, and there are inadequate doctors in the region - issues that are closely related to these hospital management problems. Now, hospitals, like the average corporation, face collapse if they are not profitable. -- jade_frost

bab 58 - her favourite

hi everybody..

i went to rhb bank at kajang town just now. where's rhb at putrajaya? anybody knows? tell me please.. heheh...and since i've been there at the very afternoon during my lunch hour, i just drop by a stall sells bihun sup. i don't know when i started to love bihun soup as one of my lunch menu. such a weird feelings. why do i like to have bihun soup for lunch? i dont know and that's the answer for my same question when i saw people took that few times before. arghh..i just cant help this. pictures below are dedicated to my wife since she is a die hard fan for those food!

guess what?

easy.. we should cook someday!

i know u want this. hihi

ok..i'll bring you to malee (tomyam restaurant) ...

bab 57 - the way we pray

the way you pray... this morning, i suddenly thinking of it after berdoa as we do it every single morning at work. i may be no good to see other hands praying, but i just confuse, why so many styles they are using. actually, what is the best way to perform prayer or we call it doa. i know there is our prophet sunnah guide us to do it, but i could not confirm it since i have no hadith or even never know which surah in our holy Quran to share here. i know it should be somewhere we could refer. please somebody share with me, share with us.

however, here i attached some kind of praying hands we usually use, normally do or even see. which one u did?

i always saw muslims pray like this. is it ok?


i do not blame others, sometimes i use this way. unconsciously


do not decline coz u know u used to pray like that. believe me.


i think this is better.

and maybe this is more sincere.

i don't know which one better or maybe for you it doesn't matter?

bab 56 - new port for my old car! (smile)

huhu..i really want to publish an entry about 'parking at putrajaya' especially at government administration complex, more specific is at parcel C! damn!!! everyday.. at the very morning i have to drive around the whole complex and that was if i'm lucky and normally i had to complete at least 2 or 3 rounds. just to find one lot of parking. i hate! i always set in mind to complain to the management and usually i did'nt do it. what a dastard! hahaha.. who cares?

but i could smile these few days coz i finally found my own parking. tho it's quite far (more than one km from office and i have to walk) but i did'nt mind. haha.. guess where? of course in the tunnel..haha.. i dont want tell u more about this coz i still want to keep it secret. the less to know, the better!

i dont want to declare this as my formal entry since i just want to show my happiness these days. haha..daa