bab 74 - keep changing

everyone is busy..packing, shredding, lifting. watching all these things, i sometimes remember a couple months ago when i did the same thing at ampang office but the difference was, i did everything with a few colleagues. packing documents, lifting the tables, chairs, aircond, tagging, move the carpets. hahah..i remember, within fasting month, me and friends went to the office at night, moving the carpets and the incident i couldnt forget was one of us had cut the power supply cable. huh..quite fear a little when it exploded a bit. now everything is gone..how they are right now? hope they're good. working together, joking and laughing around.. sometimes i miss the time with them. however..life must go on..everyday we change as we're just human being..people keep changing..and i've to admit, they're also could change. nobody should be blamed as this is one of human nature!

enjoy these photos. i captured a long ago before uploading it here. what an old days!

one year there: lots to learn. job, friends and sincere

memory lane: used to sweep the floor on my duty

last day: time to move out (22nd sept 2008, ampang)

today: migration to cyberjaya (28th April 2009, putrajaya)

afitri: everything changed rite?

bab 73 - nine in one

it was a very long period. haha..i know i'm getting lazy to update. who cares? my blog, my way! then this time, i will combine all in one single entry so that it looks a long entry. ok..let's now talk about what was happened since the last entry of mine.

1. mmm.. ok, i did promise to talk about one thing i bought for her.. and guess what? it's a car! not fancy, but i thought it suites her much. heheh.. viva forever!

2. what else? mm..yeah..my cousin's weeding day, it was successful. congrats to her and husband. check it out!

3. OMG, JPA will be moving next week. i worried sometimes.. yeah you know what, when we have to move from where we were before, more or less, it must be different. one thing i shud face is, the office will be more far from my house. and fuel shud be filled more. and pocket will dry of money. hoho. shud wake up earlier every morning. arghh..

4. i went to a dialog session with our Tan Sri Ismail Adam, the Head Director of Public Service. the session sometimes was good, and sometimes was not when i saw the 'live' shooting they did. erm..i saw tv3 did 'juara lagu', astro did 'akademi fantasia' and this time rtm did 'dialog'. u know what, when u saw at the first time somebody doing great and put it as a benchmark, its hard to somebody else who had so-so performance to show off. same things goes to astro, tv3 and rtm.

dialog at rtm: lighting was bad!

5. mm..yup.. i suddenly was chosen by my department to participate a competition. i was told that the competition was held every year and this year, they chose debate! erm..where shud i begin? ok, actually i was chosen because there was no body from our department willing to participate. i was doing my job at my desk when suddenly mr.nawal from administration unit came to me and appealed me with his 'sympathy' face.. oo man! i'll join! we were in a team of four inexperienced staffs and were asked to participate with no experienced and were given a topic one day before the competition. WTF. anyway, its ok! it was 10 division including us, BPM and one division had withdrawn. however, we fight at the first round and defeated the representative from BS. thank god, we lost at the second round after debating with representative from BPO. salute to them, you're great, man!

6. within the working day, i drove for one hour and half at night before i reached malacca, been there for half an hour and then drove back to kajang for one hour and half. evrythings was equals to 4 hours. am i rite? what for? ask her for that. tired oredy!

7. my wife was here last week and the 71st entry was related. dont want to talk about it anymore. however, we spent time together very well..eating was our theme as well.. haha.. two people of one pair of eating monster! eating everywhere..other things was our private story. sorry!

@mcD: waiting for my wife at lcct.

8. this week will be more fatigue time for me, i guess. yeah..with the office moving works, have to replace somebody job, anyway i dont mind since we're working in the same sector. he is busy, i believe! then, i will be on leave on 4th may..going home as this is to be my turn. plus, this time, i'll drive on my own. viva must be sent to her. i admit dat i always sleepy while driving especially for a long journey. many people can drive very well, but i dont. my bad! so, i do need backup! wifey may be come to me for at least being a co-pilot. hahah..

9. dont forget the lyrics (jangan lupa lirik!). haha.. i was thinking to at least have a try doing this. saturday, i woke up late at morning and i missed the audition and today, i managed to go. hihi.. was a very tired day actually. thank to housemate for prepared nasi lemak at the very morning and at least we have some energy to make this crazy thing, works! we went at 11 o'clock something and reached at about 12 something i guess. quite hard reaching there since roads were closed here and there for the sake of one event. sorry i forgot what event it was! looking for photo shop was a very difficult task. this was a very beginning challenge. i do not know until now, kuala lumpur, at the area of SOGO. it was only one photo shop and by that time, it was unfunctional since the power supply was out! nevermind, we walked quite far and it's a very hotday! seriously! to cut it short, i registered at the 'jangan lupa lirik' audition counter and guess what. i was the 205th to registered. the person inside that was being auditioned was number 30th. wowowo..we went to have some drinks, nazran shopping a bit with his girlfriend, i walked around for window shopping.just for killing the time... and it was 3 o'clock before we went back home. at 3 o'clock, it found they called for the 50th person. when shud be mine if i wait, at 2 a.m i guess. so, just cancelled the plan and went to 'anje nasi baryani' since we were so..so..so..hungry.. haha.. thanks again to housemate since he had lots of patient following me doing this crazy business. hahha..

dont forget the lyrics: 205th is good for the one who never get in!

ok..i think those are the biggest thing i did along this period. then, i'll tell you later what i'm going to do in the next updates! daa..

bab 72 - bullsh*t $%$&*(&^&*

dear putrajaya government complex administration, logistic division,

due to parking at putrajaya, you guys bulls***, my a**!

it would be someday, i'll come to office only for punch then go back home and because of that, do not blame on me. no parking lot at all!

bab 71 - dark

it's late already. suddenly thinking of what she told me this evening. i dont know what do i feel rite now. in the dark night, i can only listen to surah al-baqarah via this lappy..flying insects is walking on the dull light screen as if they know what i feel, come to me at least i have another livings by my side in this quite horror nite, i guess. writing something here doesnt calm me down even a bit, but atleast i've medium to share my scary night. oh eyes! sleep please.. gimme something fun in dreams.

p/s: after a log period, i hear again the sounds of 'frictional chair on floor'...it's come from upstairs!

bab 70 - when u r alone, i'll lend my shoulder to cry on

today, i am scheduled to attend the JPA monthly assembly. as usual, there was a choir session lead by our own choir conductor. i just forget her name and maybe i never know hers. ok..thats not the point coz what i'm gonna say here is the songs they sang. i'd been entertained by the series of song and presented as a medley song. quite interesting even had been sung by a little group of choir team. some voices were combined and this is perhaps the most common type of voices, usually consisting of soprano, alto, tenor and bass voices. and once again, that's not the point because this time, i would like to say about the songs they sang. two of it were 'you are not alone' and 'shoulder to cry on'. i suddenly affected by the lyrics. the meaning, they're too deep to feel and could be translated in many ways, in any situation. let's go thru the lyrics and find it with your true feelings:

shoulder to cry on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
Cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone cause
I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

you are not alone

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

hmm...what do you think? they're only one part of the whole songs and they brought me into another feelings. not everyone feels it unless u're with me.

bab 69 - to whom may it concern

ok...let's cut it short. i'm going back to my nanny's town, Kota Bharu this coming thursday. one of my cousins will be married very sooner. congrats. this child faced lots of experience, cheer and sad, she did with her full of patient. God knows better, girl! OMG, i'll take a leave once again and this is my second leave in this month, however..i still have 23 applicable leave days left. arent they enough for me until this year end? erm..that's only an intro.

here it is, traffic jam, parking..these are the issues!

traffic jam at sg. ramal - putrajaya: i'm sick of it, i really mean it.

as per secheduled, we're moving to our new working environment end of april, and it shud be 3 weeks left. from putrajaya to cyberjaya. i dont know for what reason they manage to get us there, but the only thing we could do is, follow the leaders, 'saya yang menurut perintah'! i cant imagine, how long will i take to reach cyberjaya from kajang. trafic jam was never been settled by the authority or 'to whom may it concern'.since there's no chance to solve the big problems i guess, then please our honor Public Service Department (JPA) provide us a better fascilities especially the parking lot issues.

we already know there's not enough parking at putrajaya and since we're moving to a very 'developed' location in cyberjaya, please make sure of it and better they make it. i'm not happy to say this, but sometimes, when top management always being comfort in their level and privilege they get such as comfort room and space, parking lot etc..did they ever think about the subordinates' feelings and needs, how they get to office, arent they comfort with the workspace, or this top guys never want to know where u park the car as long as u appear in front of them, punching the time machine sharp on time. huhu..i'm getting mad remembering me today, been summoned due to parking somewhere free space. if that case, please show me one lot of parking which is available for only me to park and i'm sure they would say "no available parking left, sir"..but as an officer as well as public employees, we need to be in office...then, how come my dear, how come? no parking and on the same time, u shud be in office. argh..there's no other way but park on your own risk, just park any free space and you will get summoned as the price to pay. unfair. how cares the managements, arent they? so, i hope..with full of hope, please consider us a bigger parking area. please let us work in a very cool morning mood!

orite, late oredy..need to rest and sleep. tomorow will face the same thing..to be in traffic jam and to find one lot of parking. few hours spent for only dat, quite frustrated and it become more frustrating as time goes on without any improvement on that. cars produced a lot, road become smaller...to whom may it concern, what say u?

bab 68 - miss u

Resah
Yang ku Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

Tanpa cintamu aku resah
Tanpa kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa dirimu aku mati..

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
Aku tak mengerti

Takut.. Takut jauh dari dirimu
Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati

Resah
Yang ku Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti