Whatever Will Be, Will Be...

bab 84 - after a while

2011-03-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

syhh.. after a while..

i drop by here tonite just to say hi..means that i try to keep blogging. have to agree.. after transfering to Terengganu, this is my first time writing here. it must be lots of things to share in these few months.. life changes.. to be continued.. (may take few months.. huhu)..

bab 83 - suddenly..

2010-05-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

aha.. suddenly it comes to me..come..come.. (calling for mood) ok..now it attaches on me and i do worry it goes fastly.. aha.. for those who lambat pikap what i'm chatting is..actually, what i mean is...the mood of writing..ok. enough.. i have to type it fast so that this time its not to be saved as draft..hope so.

ok what a long time not writing here..nevermind.. oh ..my.. why i'm so kelam kabut now? calm down fitri..calm down..ok.. have a deep breath..ok..fuhh...

ok..first of all i wanna say hello and happy mother's day and a happy father's day to all.. even tho mother's day had passed and father's day will be in next 3 weeks.. but the wishes are wished for whom may it concerned. ahah.. for friends who now have been father and mother.. happy father's and mother's day. u get me? yaa..the day u called mother or father.. that's the day we call father's or mother's day.. aha..brilliant me.. kakakakka.. wokey..

as for now.. i've called father or ayah for about 3 months ago.. i was so excited on 27th of February 2010 when my wife had delivered our comey sangat baby namely Khaira Yafi binti Ahmad Fitri.

new ayah and his lovely daughter, khaira!

one of my fav pic of khaira

talking about the experience.. wah.. so many new experience i faced a few weeks before and after the birthdate. i dont know whether i need to share here or not since i yet never read any blog who shared the best so called story..... ok..i'll shared if there's a ..anyway.. if there're a lot of request for it.. ahaks.

so..that's one of good news. the second one is.. i dont know whether it's a good or sad news.. aha.. actually now i'm not working at JPA anymore.. i'm now one of JKSM staffs. u know what JKSM is right? dont say no.. cause when i said JPA..owh..everybody know la that's stands for Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam, Malaysia even some people still confuse with JPA3.. ohohoh... okey.. JKSM is stands for Jabatan Kehakiman Syariah Malaysia wah or in english i could say it is known as Department of Syariah Judiciary Malaysia. Wah..so long explaination which i think i shud not explain too much. ok. stop.. wah wah.. sometimes.. a little bit sad since i actually dont like to change-change job u know.. yeah.. need to find new friends.. (its good actually to have more friends..but dont like to start from zero... hai selamat kenalan...nama saya yada..yada...) but have to; because this is the only chance i have to be wif my family in my hometown.. terengganu.

bye-bye PP(M)SP6 Workstation

so many people ask me why i'm goin back working at state in my young age. anyway.. i have reason for it. they olwes ask me to find job for my wife here (in K.L) so that i no need to change department and go back to state (terengganu). i had made a condition before and it happened as it planned. as we're trying to find a way to make me live together (..as u guys shud know before read this chapter..please refer to the previous-previous chapter..that we now live seperately..wife in terengganu..working there.. and i'm in lembah klang), i said to her..i'll look for chances if i could back to state and she also find her new job in k.l. and the condition begins when i put a word on her that, after she finished her pantang (after khaira was born) and if i have no chance to back to state..she will be here..working here. but what really happened is.. i have chance back to terengganu before she finished her pantang and it will be next week i will be back to home town.. live and working there.. if i have to come back to k.l maybe one time.. i will do. insyaAllah.. its all about rezeki. ahh...dont want to talk about it anymore.. next week i'll be in terengganu.. yeay.. as my wife said..

"we dont know how long yet we are alive and this is the time we shud take the chance to live together with our family.. to live for them.."

i suddenly thought that since 2001.. i left the home..further study..working.. until now.. i had married..have child.. still far away from them..i dont wanna regret at the end of the day.

ok..stop for it and lets talk about what i've been now..really..really now.. at this time.. while i'm writing this..i think i shud say here..may be people out there used to faced the problem as i do right now. i olwes hungry!..haha.. ok..ok.. gelak..gelak.. but it's true.. almost plus minus 3 to 4 hours after meal.. i will hungry again.. and eat.. and hungry again.. if this thing happened continuosly.. i will be a very fatty man.. owh.. that's the thing i'm so concious in life..huhu.. so sad.. need to see doctor lah i think.. kan..kan.. ok lah.. i shud stop for now lah.. wanna eat benjo i just bought.. what to do.. this perut is olwes hungry.. so worried la.. if not.. i will be loya-loya.. (not because of anything keyh.. dont think tooo far) mau muntah-muntah if let my perut empty.. huhu... bye for now.. i dont know i could write something here again or not since after this (next week) i will move to new envirionment of life..this time pun because i saw one of my colleauge in facebook put her status 'updating my blog after a year' so i suddenly remember my blog.. and have some mood to write some..ok lah, see ya if have time.. daa...

"thousand miles of journey.. thank God, U show me the signs"

bab 82 - countdown

2010-01-02T08:27:00.005+08:00

me and wife finally had made preparation for our baby. he/she is expecting to birth on 7th March 2010..and we're now so excited waiting for the baby. clothes, baby stuffs had been bought last week but still has 2 or 3 items missing and i'll make it on my own since i now officially never let her being so active anymore.. people will say pregnant women shud be active to make sure they will easy to give birth..but my wife is tooooo active since discovered pregnant. until now..and that's why i stop her activities..but it's not meaning i ask her to sleep, hibernate and so on..but just please to have some rest..yeah..quite worried coz i'm not by her side..anyway.. i found this widget at http://3dpregnancy.parentsconnect.com and i thought it's good to monitor the positions of the baby.. the baby is now ( 2 to 3 weeks afterdis) in the phase to move down the head to the 'door' and if not happened..i do worry the mommy and baby will get problem by that time..

Baby Names

Pregnancy

Parenting

p/s: keep growing baby.. bbasya mommy..

bab 81 - weekend virus

2009-10-31T13:59:00.006+08:00

burp... full! just have a late breakfast today..nasi lemak with fried egg and fried chicken...erm..tasty.. and it was more delicious since i've been treated for it.. ahaha..ok.. i love saturday..and also sunday.. but i know all of us will always hate the monday nite..isnt it? golek2 on bed, surfing, eating..hahha..all i can do to forget the works at office (even i must finish it before monday, but who cares? i want some rest!) so..i call it weekend virus or some people also using 'bermalas-malasan di rumah' as a term to explain it. hey everbody.. what will u do if u're on my feet? i saw people go for outing..watching movies..karaoke..huh..actually i dont have interest to make it and i prefer to have a rest at home.. when i said i prefer being at home..it doesnt mean i am anti sosial or anything.. because i also love travelling, go for holiday and many more..but not every week..and when i want to have it...i'll make sure i'm not alone..(whether wif family or friends)..

at this time, i feel like eating some bread with abc. nyum..nyum... olrite bebeh.. i'm going to get my abc (have to find it anywhere for the sake of it!) got to go.. daa..

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after a few minutes, i found abc at a siamese restaurant.. omg.. its a bit expensive coz it cost of rm2.5o for a very-very simple abc (abc kampong giler).. i tapau it.. and become so frustrated when i at first slurp it.. OMG..what the hell are you selling man.. abc with lots of sugar, less milk, no corn, less cendol, less cincau...its too much to sell it...marahnyer haku...

bab 80 - not on phone, tired, baby clothes

2009-10-30T23:43:00.011+08:00

hihihi...nope..nope..i'm not a papa yet (refer bab 79)..sabo..sabo.. and with reference to the subject above.. they are not related to each other..so read it seperately!

saya bukan kucing..but the cat is boring

1. oh yeah..got time to write something here again since my wife is now with her family; have an outing for dinner together-gether ..and me? what shud i do?..hmm.. here i am..doing nothin' but looking something to do before sleeping..wah..like a pantun pulak. normally i will on phone wif her at this time and since she is 'busy'..so, it could be a reason why i'm blogging tonite...boring~

this is document..tapi yg ni tak cukup tebal lagi

2. i'm a little bit tired coz the whole day at work (plus overtime lagik even will never be paid) was spent for checking, updating the HRDD document line by line.. and it is hundred of pages..have to bring all the document back and finish 'em up before monday. dat's why i missed nazran's invitation..(he treated friends today..what did they eat a?? bes..bes.. since i'm in a very good mood for eating lately, so, quite frustrated couldnt join them..and also missed a kenduri doa selamat of mr.dolmat; the neighbour, he's going to baitullah tomorrow....mmm..yeah..i am mengidam maybe..and this is my second time feeling like dis..have a very very very very big appetite compared to before) work hard bro! new government attitude keyh.. hahahah...suddenly remember our gmail group: scutm; had a topic about government vs private..and as for me..both are the same..

sekadar gambar hiasan..uhuk..uhuk..

3. actually..what is the rite time to buy baby clothes? i still do not prepare anything. i planned this coming december while she's 7 month pregnant.. ok kot that time..hope she'll still be able to walk here and there looking for the baby clothes..hmm what else i shud do and prepare a? flight tickets is a must! argh..cant think right now..need her to discuss about it..i know she did so much researches almost everyday (google..relatives..friends...doctor...newspaper...megazine..) and i'll try to list it here so that you readers could give some comment if we missed something.. and you guys especially who had experienced on this, be pleased to share it here.. ok..time to sleep..she's not blogging today coz today is friday (her holiday), so..i got nothing to read before zzzZZZzz.. and....and.....and...what else? nothing dah kot...okey bye..see you then...

p/s: o dear, have a sweet dream..may everything goes well..insyaAllah!

bab 79 - sign of ending

2009-10-26T21:43:00.007+08:00

dear the readers..

i noticed it's seems like months i didnt write in this lame blog.. i am actually not in the good mood for blogging..yeah..even though there're so much things to share..but then..nothing could be written here..just fly across the mind.. however..i have a new hobby lately..and it could be my routine.. if you dear remember what i've always told before..about loneliness..boring..etc.. now the hobby could help me release all those things.. my schedule is almost full and maybe it could be one of the reason i seldom update this blog..hmm..what hobby it is? i'm not ready yet to share with.. sorry guys..

ahh..what else a? i sometimes think..maybe this laziness (doing blog) is the sign to tell others that i shud stop blogging...yeah.. when i look at others blog..people will on and off and most of the time will off blogging when they have child.. maybe this time will be my turn since the fetus is now about 5 months and a week.. means the fetus is 21 weeks old in the womb.. hmm..cant wait for the baby coming out..haha..

let's see what the baby does right now..

"at month 5, the baby really starts kicking! “Quickening” is when a mother senses her potential punter in action for the first time, and this milestone moment usually happens during pregnancy’s fifth month. Also new in this month: hair. The fetus now has tiny white eyelashes and two arching eyebrows. Fine woolly hairs, called lanugo, blanket its body and its bare head also sports a few sprouts. In addition to lanugo, a white, waxy substance called vernix caseosa covers and protects the fetus’s body. And by month’s end, the fetus measures 8 to 10 inches long and tips the scales at 1 pound."

this is 5 months baby in the tummy but he is not my baby

olrite.. i will stop here..see you next year with my new title.. papa goes to sleep..daaa..

bab 78 - tanya sama hati

2009-07-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

i know i seldom update..and i will always keep saying the words; i seldom update! hihi.. mm..i just on phone with my wife just now, then trying to sleep but i couldnt right now..trying to close eyes..wishing sweet dreams all night long.. but then, i still blink-blink in the dark. so, i go downstairs..looking something in fridge.. even i know there's nothin inside..but i wish there's cold water. i notice it's hot tonite. then, i open the main door, going out closer to the gate.. look at the sky..no sign to rain..just a crescent moon. oh, yeah..this is early of syaaban..less than one month will be ramadhan..am i ready for it? i have to!..we have to!.hope we could meet tis coming ramadhan, hope we can fulfill it with lots of ibadah! insyaAllah..

then, i go back to the living room, turn on the tv, and Jozan show is on-air! ok.. layan! then..they sing a song which is nice to listen.. lets feel the lyrics in my lonely night.daaa..

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati
Pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan
Apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

bab 77 - the next phase is coming!

2009-07-20T13:39:00.006+08:00

hello everybody...long time no updates huh?..i've been asked for many times why didnt i update this lame blog. nothin shud i said but 'busy' even i'm not that busy since i've got so many times at home. huhu.. whatever..

today i'm blogging again just to show my happiness knowing one new. it's a very deep feeling..not everyone will feel it.. such a very deep feeling. seriously!

dear someone, i hereby welcome you and advise you to keep practise to say 'hello world' in the next 8 months. insyaAllah!

bab 76 - about someone

2009-05-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

lately i always watching youtube..and suddenly this kind of poem is popping up. remembering me while studying a long year ago. but, the lyrics, the words of the poem means to me a lot. now and then.

Ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku,.
Ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi..sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Ingin bingar aku mau di pasar..
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah-labah belang di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tidak kau goyangkan saja locengnya biar terdera
Atau aku harus lari kehutan
Belok ke pantai..?

Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

bab 75 - sepi

2009-05-05T11:56:00.001+08:00

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan Temanku
Kekasihku, Syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

bab 74 - keep changing

2009-04-28T10:48:00.011+08:00

everyone is busy..packing, shredding, lifting. watching all these things, i sometimes remember a couple months ago when i did the same thing at ampang office but the difference was, i did everything with a few colleagues. packing documents, lifting the tables, chairs, aircond, tagging, move the carpets. hahah..i remember, within fasting month, me and friends went to the office at night, moving the carpets and the incident i couldnt forget was one of us had cut the power supply cable. huh..quite fear a little when it exploded a bit. now everything is gone..how they are right now? hope they're good. working together, joking and laughing around.. sometimes i miss the time with them. however..life must go on..everyday we change as we're just human being..people keep changing..and i've to admit, they're also could change. nobody should be blamed as this is one of human nature!

enjoy these photos. i captured a long ago before uploading it here. what an old days!

one year there: lots to learn. job, friends and sincere

memory lane: used to sweep the floor on my duty

last day: time to move out (22nd sept 2008, ampang)

today: migration to cyberjaya (28th April 2009, putrajaya)

afitri: everything changed rite?

bab 73 - nine in one

2009-04-26T21:51:00.011+08:00

it was a very long period. haha..i know i'm getting lazy to update. who cares? my blog, my way! then this time, i will combine all in one single entry so that it looks a long entry. ok..let's now talk about what was happened since the last entry of mine.

1. mmm.. ok, i did promise to talk about one thing i bought for her.. and guess what? it's a car! not fancy, but i thought it suites her much. heheh.. viva forever!

2. what else? mm..yeah..my cousin's weeding day, it was successful. congrats to her and husband. check it out!

3. OMG, JPA will be moving next week. i worried sometimes.. yeah you know what, when we have to move from where we were before, more or less, it must be different. one thing i shud face is, the office will be more far from my house. and fuel shud be filled more. and pocket will dry of money. hoho. shud wake up earlier every morning. arghh..

4. i went to a dialog session with our Tan Sri Ismail Adam, the Head Director of Public Service. the session sometimes was good, and sometimes was not when i saw the 'live' shooting they did. erm..i saw tv3 did 'juara lagu', astro did 'akademi fantasia' and this time rtm did 'dialog'. u know what, when u saw at the first time somebody doing great and put it as a benchmark, its hard to somebody else who had so-so performance to show off. same things goes to astro, tv3 and rtm.

dialog at rtm: lighting was bad!

5. mm..yup.. i suddenly was chosen by my department to participate a competition. i was told that the competition was held every year and this year, they chose debate! erm..where shud i begin? ok, actually i was chosen because there was no body from our department willing to participate. i was doing my job at my desk when suddenly mr.nawal from administration unit came to me and appealed me with his 'sympathy' face.. oo man! i'll join! we were in a team of four inexperienced staffs and were asked to participate with no experienced and were given a topic one day before the competition. WTF. anyway, its ok! it was 10 division including us, BPM and one division had withdrawn. however, we fight at the first round and defeated the representative from BS. thank god, we lost at the second round after debating with representative from BPO. salute to them, you're great, man!

6. within the working day, i drove for one hour and half at night before i reached malacca, been there for half an hour and then drove back to kajang for one hour and half. evrythings was equals to 4 hours. am i rite? what for? ask her for that. tired oredy!

7. my wife was here last week and the 71st entry was related. dont want to talk about it anymore. however, we spent time together very well..eating was our theme as well.. haha.. two people of one pair of eating monster! eating everywhere..other things was our private story. sorry!

@mcD: waiting for my wife at lcct.

8. this week will be more fatigue time for me, i guess. yeah..with the office moving works, have to replace somebody job, anyway i dont mind since we're working in the same sector. he is busy, i believe! then, i will be on leave on 4th may..going home as this is to be my turn. plus, this time, i'll drive on my own. viva must be sent to her. i admit dat i always sleepy while driving especially for a long journey. many people can drive very well, but i dont. my bad! so, i do need backup! wifey may be come to me for at least being a co-pilot. hahah..

9. dont forget the lyrics (jangan lupa lirik!). haha.. i was thinking to at least have a try doing this. saturday, i woke up late at morning and i missed the audition and today, i managed to go. hihi.. was a very tired day actually. thank to housemate for prepared nasi lemak at the very morning and at least we have some energy to make this crazy thing, works! we went at 11 o'clock something and reached at about 12 something i guess. quite hard reaching there since roads were closed here and there for the sake of one event. sorry i forgot what event it was! looking for photo shop was a very difficult task. this was a very beginning challenge. i do not know until now, kuala lumpur, at the area of SOGO. it was only one photo shop and by that time, it was unfunctional since the power supply was out! nevermind, we walked quite far and it's a very hotday! seriously! to cut it short, i registered at the 'jangan lupa lirik' audition counter and guess what. i was the 205th to registered. the person inside that was being auditioned was number 30th. wowowo..we went to have some drinks, nazran shopping a bit with his girlfriend, i walked around for window shopping.just for killing the time... and it was 3 o'clock before we went back home. at 3 o'clock, it found they called for the 50th person. when shud be mine if i wait, at 2 a.m i guess. so, just cancelled the plan and went to 'anje nasi baryani' since we were so..so..so..hungry.. haha.. thanks again to housemate since he had lots of patient following me doing this crazy business. hahha..

dont forget the lyrics: 205th is good for the one who never get in!

ok..i think those are the biggest thing i did along this period. then, i'll tell you later what i'm going to do in the next updates! daa..

bab 72 - bullsht $%$&(&^&*

2009-04-22T08:52:00.007+08:00

dear putrajaya government complex administration, logistic division,

due to parking at putrajaya, you guys bulls***, my a**!

it would be someday, i'll come to office only for punch then go back home and because of that, do not blame on me. no parking lot at all!

bab 71 - dark

2009-04-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

it's late already. suddenly thinking of what she told me this evening. i dont know what do i feel rite now. in the dark night, i can only listen to surah al-baqarah via this lappy..flying insects is walking on the dull light screen as if they know what i feel, come to me at least i have another livings by my side in this quite horror nite, i guess. writing something here doesnt calm me down even a bit, but atleast i've medium to share my scary night. oh eyes! sleep please.. gimme something fun in dreams.

p/s: after a log period, i hear again the sounds of 'frictional chair on floor'...it's come from upstairs!

bab 70 - when u r alone, i'll lend my shoulder to cry on

2009-04-08T19:06:00.005+08:00

today, i am scheduled to attend the JPA monthly assembly. as usual, there was a choir session lead by our own choir conductor. i just forget her name and maybe i never know hers. ok..thats not the point coz what i'm gonna say here is the songs they sang. i'd been entertained by the series of song and presented as a medley song. quite interesting even had been sung by a little group of choir team. some voices were combined and this is perhaps the most common type of voices, usually consisting of soprano, alto, tenor and bass voices. and once again, that's not the point because this time, i would like to say about the songs they sang. two of it were 'you are not alone' and 'shoulder to cry on'. i suddenly affected by the lyrics. the meaning, they're too deep to feel and could be translated in many ways, in any situation. let's go thru the lyrics and find it with your true feelings:

shoulder to cry on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
Cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone cause
I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

you are not alone

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

hmm...what do you think? they're only one part of the whole songs and they brought me into another feelings. not everyone feels it unless u're with me.

bab 69 - to whom may it concern

2009-04-07T22:56:00.008+08:00

ok...let's cut it short. i'm going back to my nanny's town, Kota Bharu this coming thursday. one of my cousins will be married very sooner. congrats. this child faced lots of experience, cheer and sad, she did with her full of patient. God knows better, girl! OMG, i'll take a leave once again and this is my second leave in this month, however..i still have 23 applicable leave days left. arent they enough for me until this year end? erm..that's only an intro.

here it is, traffic jam, parking..these are the issues!

traffic jam at sg. ramal - putrajaya: i'm sick of it, i really mean it.

as per secheduled, we're moving to our new working environment end of april, and it shud be 3 weeks left. from putrajaya to cyberjaya. i dont know for what reason they manage to get us there, but the only thing we could do is, follow the leaders, 'saya yang menurut perintah'! i cant imagine, how long will i take to reach cyberjaya from kajang. trafic jam was never been settled by the authority or 'to whom may it concern'.since there's no chance to solve the big problems i guess, then please our honor Public Service Department (JPA) provide us a better fascilities especially the parking lot issues.

we already know there's not enough parking at putrajaya and since we're moving to a very 'developed' location in cyberjaya, please make sure of it and better they make it. i'm not happy to say this, but sometimes, when top management always being comfort in their level and privilege they get such as comfort room and space, parking lot etc..did they ever think about the subordinates' feelings and needs, how they get to office, arent they comfort with the workspace, or this top guys never want to know where u park the car as long as u appear in front of them, punching the time machine sharp on time. huhu..i'm getting mad remembering me today, been summoned due to parking somewhere free space. if that case, please show me one lot of parking which is available for only me to park and i'm sure they would say "no available parking left, sir"..but as an officer as well as public employees, we need to be in office...then, how come my dear, how come? no parking and on the same time, u shud be in office. argh..there's no other way but park on your own risk, just park any free space and you will get summoned as the price to pay. unfair. how cares the managements, arent they? so, i hope..with full of hope, please consider us a bigger parking area. please let us work in a very cool morning mood!

orite, late oredy..need to rest and sleep. tomorow will face the same thing..to be in traffic jam and to find one lot of parking. few hours spent for only dat, quite frustrated and it become more frustrating as time goes on without any improvement on that. cars produced a lot, road become smaller...to whom may it concern, what say u?

bab 68 - miss u

2009-04-02T13:16:00.003+08:00

Resah
Yang ku Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

Tanpa cintamu aku resah
Tanpa kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa dirimu aku mati..

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
Aku tak mengerti

Takut.. Takut jauh dari dirimu
Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati

Resah
Yang ku Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

bab 67 - saturday nite and spa!

2009-03-27T22:29:00.007+08:00

this is saturday nite..normally people go out for fun since tomorrow is our day off. dats why, the 'saturday night fever' being so famous even sometimes they didnt know what the phrase means. i'm not sure whether i've told u before dat my fav day is friday. why? because tomorow is saturday!

i always dreaming to spend the whole day with activities. since the saturday nite, if there's nowhere to go, even just being at home, i wish i could sit in front of tv, or just watch movie via my lappy..some hot milo..crackers..so relax..arghh..plus we do it with our love.. nearly perfect.

erm..suddenly wanna go for spa and massage.. remember the first time doing it..so relaxing been massaged by the so called experienced masseur. the precursor aroma of the blooms and slow jazz music were echoed lightly make the space more peace...so refreshing. when shud i go for the next session? cant forget the warm jacuzzi.

mm..actualy i have friend doing spa business and i think it's worth since she offered a very optimum price with full of services. plus, she offered spa at home. just call her. unfortunately, her service is only for women. then, i shud go for zen spa at palace beach and spa, mines. do anybody know the cheaper one around kajang, putrajaya or bangi area? but please and please recommend me the one could provide best service..hehe..demand?

if u have time, do visit and try to forget your business for one night, your messy works and just have some rest for a while. erm..it's ok if u choose the traditional masseur..but why not we try much more luxurious style at least once and it's necessary to quote this.. "luxurious style doesnt mean it must be expensive", cik pah spa also good at all..so, dont get me wrong, ok..thank you!

bab 66 - nothing

2009-03-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

mm..i'm getting bored lately.. do nothing at home..continue the routines.. but, do we have choice? maybe we have..but sometimes we're not. why do i say dat? we have choice if we start doing something..however, there's a price to pay.. need to think what to do, where to go, when to start and of course how much will we spent.. and we have no choice if we choose not to do it.. for example, i believe all of us have same opinion with me..

now, think you are boring and wanna go somewhere, or wanna do something.. with family, partner or even friends.. and the things shud be well planned, need to check others' free slot, have to consider where to go, when to start.. oh god..takes time and finally it turns to be canceled. frustrated right? and then u will find yourself in no choice situation. got it? simple.

argh..forget it. sometimes i really want to have great holiday..visit somewhere.. but to think it's quite hard to plan, it always be daydreaming. yeah..ok..stop now..hard to stop thinking if i start dreaming again.

mm..today i've been on leave and actually i got MC. tomorrow will continue working and one day long i did think the work left at office.. lots to finish..what to do, its important to get well so dat i can start doing job more efficient. haha.. i dont know what to write about..nothing cross in mind.. once again, it shows me in a very boring day..

ok, see you then my blog readers.. as days turn months, i cant wait to live together wif her before months turn years. daaa...

bab 65 - recently...

2009-03-21T23:41:00.005+08:00

it was 11 days gap after the previous entry. now, i'm updating with some stories. nothing much to share..and it shows that there's no such good story within this period. i was in good mood last week and it was because i went back to my home town, meeting my families and my beloved wife.. hard to have a very good time these days since we're living apart. so, have a little faith! and.. have dinner with them will be a very good thing to memorize.

mm..and now i'm getting fat.plus, my mom cooked our favourite mi kari..and of course that was because of akademi fantasia concert. (normally she cooked a special menu during any event). i like it. :D

at work? mm..quite busy..attend courses..analyse the system, log checking..meeting.. but still people think me in government has no work, shaking leg.. unfair!

at home.. hehe..akademi fantasia..dinner at andaman restaurant (boring oredy)..surfing..chatting with housemate..ikariam..what else? sleeping!

myself? just changed my hairstyle (officemate called me private police..ces..) and FAT oredy.. OMG!

cant wait this coming month..going back hometown, cousin's wedding, buy a new thing for my love. guess what? wait until my next and next and next updates..hehhe..

ok, that's all for now.. sleepy, lost!

bab 64 - hungry him

2009-03-10T21:29:00.008+08:00

hahahh..i cooked spaghetti for two times before and i really impressed that i could make it very well, very nice. i felt it was so delicious that time and i tried to make it once again but this time, my housemate was ready to eat since he told me dat he quite hungry today. i promised to cook it for us tonite. since my last time making spaghetti was very successful, i did for my third time making it.

"krungkang...king.kong..kang..pom..pom..kang kong..." -sounds of cooking.

and the meal is ready to be served.

"syrupppp"

hohoho..how frustrated i am, coz now it tastes different. no..no..no..will use tomato puree next time. juicy a little, lack of salt i guess and argghhh.... plus, this fussy man don't eat tomatoes. i just forgot that. huhu.. i put so much slices of tomatoes inside since no tomato puree in fridge. what to do, already done my man!

therefore, he only ate some..and sometimes i saw him scratch up the plates to separate tomato slices. poor him! how hard to finish 'em rite? i will remember this..

anyway, he managed to finish them all but tomatoes.. nevermind, eat some dadih ok..lots in fridge.. now and then, i have to realize dat i have no talent to cook and when i'm writing this, i heard he's eating some bread at kitchen..poor him..sorry..sorry.. have to say this.. thanks for making milo!

bab 63 - my polaris

2009-03-10T18:35:00.003+08:00

I see you as a beautiful women of Kindness and love,
With a big heart for others that your always thinking of.

I love how you smile it makes your eyes shine and twinkle,
Or your laugh when its funny if its not just a wrinkle.

I love your way of hugging and holding me close,
Or staring at my face and smiling, loving me most.

You mean more to me than anything in life ,
I'm happy God did make you my wife.

I've looked for your love in all the wrong place,
But I find it in your eyes when I look at your face.

I love to remember our days in our paradise,
I never took you for granted and you always looked nice.

My heart sings songs of happiness when I'm in your heart,
And cries out for your love when we are apart.

I just need you to know that I always am here,
I will never leave your heart nor create any fear.

You gave me your heart and I gave you mine,
I hope that you love me till the end of time.

I want to sleep in your arms in a cabin by the woods
If I had one wish, I wish that I could.

bab 62 - adiq keciq with his ayori

2009-03-02T20:58:00.011+08:00

i just read my wife's thread and she shared her second (maybe her first) lover. hehe.. jealous a little. :p. i suddenly missing my niece and nephew and of course especially my 'set ayori', adiq keciq!. how is he rite now? he always says something funny, and sometimes he spoke like an adult. he likes to smile but not really a smile. how is it? shy boy. cute child! cant wait next week to see him.

left is syazwan (abang) and right is faiq (adiq keciq)

his brother: not similar, isnt he?
big eyes

"adiq keciq, look here laa..."

fan of mawi...sometimes..

"ayori...nak ikut..wat camni tak kne ujan.."

smileeeeeee.......

"kalo nk main nset ni, tdo dulu" and he acts sleeping!

with his uncle "ayori"

am i old as this child is growing up? his ayori is still young right? :p

bab 61 - have u experienced this?

2009-02-25T21:59:00.005+08:00

i cant accept 'child's' reason. i'm the one who knows whether the reason is right or just a lousy reason. i'm down because of it. i really down when i notice i'm given the dishonest reason. it's my bad to know or predict a thing (with some proves and experiences) before they give me the reason. once the reason given is different from my prediction and illogical 'plus' cannot be adopted, i'll turn to crazy me. ok, fine! hide as u can! what's so hard to tell the truth?

unfair. if someone u know decline your proposal but do accept the others' and the proposal is just the same. what do u feel if things happened right in front of u. unfair isn't it?

what do u feel if u are waiting with full of hope and the end of it, u'll find yourself waiting for nobody, waiting for nothing and to make it more dramatic, they know u're waiting and pretend to be dont know or just ignore u.

smile. have to smile even its hard. have to laugh for hiding sadness.

there're a lot to write everything here but all those things make me mad for nothin' (they said). but what i'm going to say here is, we live together in this small world and in life we're actually playing our own role in our own part. be a good actor coz u're not going to live alone. appreciate the others doesn't make u poor but u'll get more than u have.

bab 60 - destiny

2009-02-24T17:21:00.007+08:00

the clock on the wall shows 5.35 pm reminds us dat working hour is already passed. slowly, sounds of voices in the office less and lesser. i suddenly remember the good old days, being in the late organization, KISB. Listening to my mp3 player installed in the pc, song of 'destiny' OST of witch yoo hee (korean drama series) makes me feels gloomy. this song had been played for many times before.

it's just a feelings. emo? i have reason for it.. i do have reason! 2 years in irdc: for the first three months, i feel nothing. just working, going home, watching movies.. all i did alone. 9 months after the first three months: learned a lot, got more and more friends, felt happy even the salary was quite low. very cheap i guess! and the rest of the months until the submition of resignation: gloomy, sad, moody, not focus at work, always being pensive, hurt, sensitive. i know why it happened. that's why i chose to move out. while thinking about knowledge, carrier development, i know i should stay and have a better appreciation someday, but to accept something that i have to face along the journey that made me feels all the bad things, i decided to go..

for the first month being in the new environment after moving out from the previous one, i sometimes thought whether i did a wise decision or not. then, i realized that what i need is just one long period. i just need time to forget all those things. my life become normal as times goes on. thank god.

and, i suddenly thinking of my past times. i know its just because the last nite dinner. going back to my late environment, have dinner with my past colleague and meet the past situation makes me down last nite..could be continuously tonight maybe. huh..

i know it's no good if i keep thinking, keep letting it happens. i should stop it and i have to! never let things happened again. never!

bab 59 - team medical dragon

2009-02-24T13:06:00.005+08:00

i do notice that i'm getting lazy and lazy and also become more lazy these days.. sometimes got idea to say here, and as fast as 'asada ryutaro did surgery' it's switched to be lazy to update.. erm.. did i mention about asada ryutaro? who is he? how fast is he? haha..actually i'm now about to share with u one drama series from japan or sometimes we call it j-drama. i do like korean drama as well as j-drama.. whatever..

i just finished watching the season two of 'team medical dragon' and of course i did watch the first season. i thought both seasons were did very well as i am a layman and know nothing about medical. i don't know what the real doctor will say while watching this series. however, they make me addicted watching dat. can't help to wait the next season be released. so, this is the review of the series, do find and watch dat. u will love it.

Cast

Sakaguchi Kenji as Asada Ryutaro
Uchida Yuki as Kataoka Kazumi
Koike Teppei as Ijyuuin Noboru
Otsuka Nene as Kodaka Nanami
Kitamura Kazuki as Kirishima Gunji
Abe Sadao as Arase Monji
Mizukawa Asami as Satohara Miki
Sasaki Kuranosuke as Fujiyoshi Keisuke
Natsuki Mari as Kito Shoko
Kishibe Ittoku as Noguchi Takeo
Ikeda Tetsuhiro as Kihara Takehiko
Sato Jiro as Matsudaira Kotaro
Shiga Kotaro as Zenda Hideki
Takahashi Issei as Toyama Seiji
Nakamura Yasuhi as Nomura Hirohito

Title: 医龍 Team Medical Dragon
Title (romaji): Iryu Team Medical Dragon
Also known as: Team Medical Dragon
Genre: Medical
Broadcast network: Fuji TV

Season 1

Episodes: 11
Viewership ratings: 14.75%
Broadcast period: 2006-Apr-13 to 2006-Jun-29
Air time: Thursday 22:00
Theme song: Believe by AI

Synopsis

Ryutaro Asada, a renegade but brilliant surgeon, was being framed for a misdiagnosis and let go by the North Japanese Hospital. He went into exile and lived in a seaside shack when he was visited by Akira Kato, assistant professor of the Faculty of Cardiac Surgery at Meishin University Medical Hospital.

Despite being a female doctor, Akira managed to become an assistant professor. She was ambitious and set her goal to be promoted to full professor by succeeding in a surgery using the Batista technique — an extremely difficult type of heart surgery — and to write a paper on it. A year ago, Akira witnessed Ryutaro's skills when he was an NGO doctor and was impressed enough to seek his assistance in the Batista technique.

This drama exposed the difficulties encountered in the rigid Japanese medical professions in treating patients whereby decisions made were based more on protecting the hospitals than the patients.

Season 2

Episodes: 11
Viewership ratings: 16.8(Kanto)
Broadcast period: 2007-Oct-11 to 2007-Dec-20
Air time: Thursday 22:00
Theme song: ONE by AI

Synopsis

In Iryu 2, Asada Ryutaro wages a new battle against the realities of Japan's medical care system. The government has drafted legislation to tackle the recent inflation of medical fees; hospitals have entered an era in which they will go bankrupt if they aren't independently run. At the same time, hospital mergers and takeovers are also taking place. Additionally, the obstetrics and pediatrics departments are being closed in succession, and there are inadequate doctors in the region - issues that are closely related to these hospital management problems. Now, hospitals, like the average corporation, face collapse if they are not profitable. -- jade_frost

bab 58 - her favourite

2009-02-18T15:03:00.008+08:00

hi everybody..

i went to rhb bank at kajang town just now. where's rhb at putrajaya? anybody knows? tell me please.. heheh...and since i've been there at the very afternoon during my lunch hour, i just drop by a stall sells bihun sup. i don't know when i started to love bihun soup as one of my lunch menu. such a weird feelings. why do i like to have bihun soup for lunch? i dont know and that's the answer for my same question when i saw people took that few times before. arghh..i just cant help this. pictures below are dedicated to my wife since she is a die hard fan for those food!

guess what?

easy.. we should cook someday!

i know u want this. hihi

ok..i'll bring you to malee (tomyam restaurant) ...

bab 57 - the way we pray

2009-02-13T09:17:00.007+08:00

the way you pray... this morning, i suddenly thinking of it after berdoa as we do it every single morning at work. i may be no good to see other hands praying, but i just confuse, why so many styles they are using. actually, what is the best way to perform prayer or we call it doa. i know there is our prophet sunnah guide us to do it, but i could not confirm it since i have no hadith or even never know which surah in our holy Quran to share here. i know it should be somewhere we could refer. please somebody share with me, share with us.

however, here i attached some kind of praying hands we usually use, normally do or even see. which one u did?

i always saw muslims pray like this. is it ok?

i do not blame others, sometimes i use this way. unconsciously

do not decline coz u know u used to pray like that. believe me.

i think this is better.

and maybe this is more sincere.

i don't know which one better or maybe for you it doesn't matter?

bab 56 - new port for my old car! (smile)

2009-02-06T16:17:00.004+08:00

huhu..i really want to publish an entry about 'parking at putrajaya' especially at government administration complex, more specific is at parcel C! damn!!! everyday.. at the very morning i have to drive around the whole complex and that was if i'm lucky and normally i had to complete at least 2 or 3 rounds. just to find one lot of parking. i hate! i always set in mind to complain to the management and usually i did'nt do it. what a dastard! hahaha.. who cares?

but i could smile these few days coz i finally found my own parking. tho it's quite far (more than one km from office and i have to walk) but i did'nt mind. haha.. guess where? of course in the tunnel..haha.. i dont want tell u more about this coz i still want to keep it secret. the less to know, the better!

i dont want to declare this as my formal entry since i just want to show my happiness these days. haha..daa

bab 55 - money, money, money

2009-01-22T15:11:00.003+08:00

long time no updates. what to do? i start to be lazy. however.. let me share u this. i think it shud be interesting. erm..do anyone have been noticed what is on the money? the design on the money.. thanks to tomyamfan blog for reminding me about this. i do agree when she said we're just about to spend money all day long without been noticed, what is on the money! now, start from today, do remember what is on our red notes. let's memorize this. stare carefully.. huhu.. do we need to do that? no, i think! hahah.. just for our own knowledge..scroll down please..

RM 1 = Kinabalu Mountain and Moon Kite

RM 5 = Sepang Circuit and KLCC

RM 10 = a Plane, a Train and a Cruiser

RM 50 = Petroleum Drilling Platform

RM 100 = Factory

and of course on the other side of the notes, there is our late, the first DYMM Yang Di Pertuan Agong Tuanku Abdul Rahman.

Moral: Saving is important :D

bab 54 - gain or lose?

2009-01-15T19:39:00.011+08:00

today is thursday. when it comes..i will always plan to drop by the night stall at sg.sekamat, kajang. however it's dissapointing me lately. no more nasi kerabu, no more nasi dagang.. the stall lesser than before. how come it happen a? arghh, nevermind..

wife still at terengganu. so, of course nobody will cook for me at the time being. my housemate was outstation and i will serve by myself this week. since no nasi kerabu..argh..quite frustrated..i dropped by char kuay tiaw pulau mutiara in front of shell, taman mesra, kajang. ermm.. i took it away and i tell u, i also bought yong tau foo for tonite. haha.. i think, i'm getting fat lately..

actually, i try to control my weight. now, i'm 57kg and i do need to maintain so that it will never reach 60kg and above. when it happen, my face looks so chubby and i dont like it. Even it reaches 58 to 59..my face looks fat. huhu.. not nice!

2006 and the year before, i was 67-70kg..at that time, its hard to have 65 kg and people around me kept telling me that i was okay with the weight. i trusted them, and continue eating until i noticed that i was fat enough. 72kg! it was over.

2006 and the year before: 65-67kg

i then started dieting. firstly, i calculated my b.m.i and set the target weight. i did on my own risk, even tho many people said i did wrong, but, i think , i need to change my diet. no more brakefast, no more dinner. i just took one ladle of rice and a bit dish. only that! no kfc, no pizza, no mcD, no cookies, no ice, no pisang goreng, no tea, no coffee, no milo, just air suam. no sleeping at evening, only at night. jogging once a week. when i was hungry, just drank plain water coz my daily meal was only at afternoon and it would be only a bit of rice. sometimes i changed to zero carbohidrate bread. (must read the calories chart at the bread package - choose zero carbo, less fat, took only one piece ok!)

within 1 and a half month, my weight lose to 59kg from 72 kg. then i maintained my diet and started to have sugarless tea, half plate of rice, went to gym, swimming.. until my weight was 54kg and it could reach 51 kg on ramadhan. i maintaned 54-56kg for one year period.

2006-2008: when i was 54kg-56 kg

now, i enjoy eating. do like burgers, yong tau foo, cakes, takes breakfast, no more exercising..waaa.. so many carbohidrate! thats why my weight is between 57-59 kg right now and i do not comfort with this situation. i think i shud control it before the number become higher. for now, i stop taking breakfast and just hope 54kg will come! hehe.. family n friends said i'm not fit with that figure. what to do.. because only with 54kg, i can continue enjoy eating again. heheh..ermm op..op.. i suddenly thinking, many people said we will fat after married. does it right? hope it's not!

2008-now: 57-59kg - a little chubby

erm..which one better? huiyo.. i prefer me in the middle. :P

bab 53 - the wedding

2009-01-12T22:30:00.023+08:00

hi..

i promised to upload my wedding pictures here.. even tho it's a bit late..but still not reach our 1 month anniversary yet. hahha... so, the photos are still available to be uploaded. here some pictures to share.

the precious moment..

done.. alhamdulillah

the bride

my beloved mother..sedeynyer..

the wedding bracelet

waiting for bridegroom

walking slowly...

we meet

then, we sit

with my lovely parents...

full house..without yie (the twin)

we meet again the day after..

pretend to be a king

sitting together

with my new family

thanks to friends for coming..you're great!we eat..

ready to lie down...

that's all.. thank you~

bab 52 - first time tagged... huhu..

2009-01-12T14:52:00.008+08:00

The age you’ll be on your next birthday

~ 26.. still young.. teen me! :p

A place you’ll like to travel to

~ mm..korea.. my wife love it very much.

Your favourite place

~ home sweet home

Your favourite food

~ lots.. homemade shud be better.

Your favourite pet

~ used to love cat for a week. ngehehe

Your favourite colour combination

~ black, white and red.. lately purple also can do.

Your favourite piece of clothing

~ jeans

Your all time favourite song

~ wahahaha... difficult coz i listen to many..

Your favourite tv show

~ mmm... i think first..then i will update...

The town in which you live in

~home town..

Your first job

~admin assistant at the hell of afibrake factory.. warghhhhhh##$%^&**(%$$#@!)(&!!!

Your dream job

~ i wish i could be a doctor.. huhu..poor me!

Your worst fear

~ accident...accident.. oh no..no.. no.. dushummm...

The one thing you’d like to do before you die

~ to have child..to have a very happy family.. :P

The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1000 0000

~ flight tickets for the whole season.

Sebarkan virus tagged ke 5 org

~ my wife : she already tagged.. :P

~ etiey : she tagged me

~ pak cik : he seldom updating

~ nuar : just same to pak cik

~ teejay : he too

bab 51 - fight together

2009-01-12T14:11:00.004+08:00

here and there. people keep talking about war at palestine. so many forwarded email, yahoo mesengger, and even by sms asking us to boycott zionis product. as muslims, it's a must to protect our relatives among muslims. are u able to hold guns and fight into war? i don't think we afford to carry it. so, when we are suggested to boycott using or buying these products, let us unite to fight by our own way. at least, if today i saw between ten to fifteen customers in Mc Donalds (alamanda) at lunch hour, hope to see lesser by tomorrow.

Coca cola

Huggies

River Island

McDonalds

Clinique

Disney

Donna Karan

Starbucks

Gap

Garnier

Perrier

Kotex

Sanex

Jo Malone

Lancome

Libbys

Tchibo

Loreal

Mark & Spencer

Kleenex

Maybelline

Nestle

Vittel

Revlon

Wonderbra

i'm gonna miss my favourite prosperity burger, however, this is only a very small sacrifice, very small!

bab 50 - where will u go?

2009-01-07T15:05:00.013+08:00

mm..my wife and i just have a few discussion via yahoo mesengger this morning. planning for our vacation this coming chinese new year. then, we suddenly thought about our honeymoon that had been postponed since my annual leave had already finished. however, i've got 30 days applicable leave this year and have to plan wisely coz we also have raya puasa, merdeka.. and so many public holidays more.

mm..for chinese new year holiday, i will attend my friend's wedding day at rawang and the day after that, we will go back to our sweet home town, terengganu. on our way..do we need to drop by somewhere? still thinking! mm..of course.. but where..?? hehehe.. forget that.. we will decide ourselves.. huhu..

lately, especially in 2009.. i guess many more friends of mine will get married starting from alfie's wedding on january 24th, amry also around the area, pudin and i predict these guys' wedding : ipin, pak cik, hasni also will be carried out, where the rest still keep their love relationship very tight till i couldnt find any news. huhu..

Since they are getting married sooner, i was proposed by one of them to have fun or we call it 'honeymoon' at south of korea. mm.. quite interesting.. but, besides korea, do we have any short-term choice?

what about langkawi? so many couple visit langkawi till i dont know why. i was there few years ago, but i dont think that's my place. sorry. STATUS: never :)

genting highlands? mm.. i was dreaming to be there with my partner. mmm..since highland means 'high land', so it would be risky. in fact, it scares me sometimes while thinking bukit antarabangsa incident. huhu.. STATUS: will considerOn my way home from Kajang.. may be i will drop by cherating. but just for relaxing. i dont think this is a very suitable place for us. Futhermore, not so interesting for me.. ngeheheh. STATUS: will do
Heheh..i love redang not because it is situated at terengganu's sea. but for people who had been there should know why. just look at the picture, don't u think it's cool? hihi. STATUS: Will go. :p

For my blog readers, choose your destination coz life is not to work solely. ngehehhe..

bab 49 - by the sun....

2009-01-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

Demi matahari dan sinarnya di pagi hari
Demi bulan apabila ia mengiringi
Demi siang hari bila menampakkan dirinya
Demi malam apabila ia menutupi
Demi langit beserta seluruh binaannya
Demi bumi serta yang ada di hamparannya
Demi jiwa dan seluruh penyempurnaannya
Allah mengilhamkan sukma kefasikan dan ketaqwaan
Beruntung bagi yang mensucikannya
Merugilah bagi yang mengotorinya.

This morning, after a public speaking session by our director, I start looking for materials for my speech next time. I was scheduled to have a speech about anything on 21st Jan 2009. Yohoo..

Since I’ve got so many times on my desk..i search.. search.. and search.. what kind of topic I should discuss? I want people relax and show some interest on my topic. Then, I visited my brother’s blog as he had so many ilmiah entries. Do visit his. But had to tell u, he seldom updating. Huhu.. then, I found an entry about “demi matahari” that reminds me about ESQ.

Actually, what I’m going to tell u is not about public speaking, not about my brother’s blog.. but his entry about “Demi Matahari”. Erm..once again..its not about “demi matahari” as well, but it’s all about my experience attended ESQ. “demi matahari” had been spelled out so many times in ESQ. please visit ESQ website to know more about that. U are recommended to participate.

Attending ESQ was such a beautiful memory to recall. During fasting month, the 3 days course gave us lots of impact. But then, it’s slowly forgotten. Quite frustrated. Hehe..i still remember how we had to wake up at the very morning to register at 7.30 in the morning. Rainy a little.. Biking motorcycle with my friend, breaking fast at stairs with a bit of rice. Huhu..Thank god, they prepared it for us since the course ended at 6.30 pm. People who experienced it would know. I cant share it here cause u will never feel it unless u are one of us. Find this ESQ training schedule and try to spend some money to experience it. Once u participate, u will get my words.

Now, I’m listening to “demi matahari’ song by snada. It makes me smiles, sometimes feeling very gloomy. U can listen too but the feelings of mine should be different from yours. I think I should stop for now. Do listen to the song too and have a comment, coz it’s extracted from a Surah. You can find it here. Have a good day!

bab 48 - simple appreciation

2009-01-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

hehehe..

lama tak update entry..nk wat camne, bzi giler kan..korang pon tau kan..aku kan ritu pegi kawen..so tak dapekla nk update selalu..macam2 a nk buat..pastu da la cuti xde..dapat 2 hari je..maka lagila sebuk plak sbb nk masuk kje plak..sian tak kat aku..nnt gambar2 kawen akan ku upload kat sini utk kongsi ngn korg..sape2 yg pegi tu time kaseh byk..gmbr2 korg pon akan ku upload kat sini utk bagi korg glemer sket..hehehe...yg tak dtg dengan bersebab pon aku ucap time kaseh..dan yg tak dtg tanpa sebab pon aku maseh konpius...takpe..time kaseh utk sumer..

bab 47 - the next phase in life

2008-12-27T06:52:00.000+08:00

hallo...alloha..huhu

in 3 hours, im gonna be a husband. this is my big day, my next phase in life. so many feelings inside, happy, sad, nervous and everything. such a weird feelings. For people who had passed through the processes should know what i'm trying to say. however, please pray for me, and especially for us. suddenly i got nothing to share about, bye then..see you again with the next entries.

daa..

bab 46 - purest of pain

2008-12-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

dear the one who i could call a friend.

thanks to be my friend. I will be married sooner and as time goes very fast, i need friend to calm me down. you know what, getting married is not easy and it makes me nervous all the time. some people could pretend to be cool, but as for me, i'm very nervous till die. Whatever..

Erm..thank god to give me friends, who always make me smiles, make my day better. But some of them, always ignoring me till i couldn't find why. to they who i call friends, i want to share a poem i received this morning by a forwarded email. it brings me to write about this.

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you hope
to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his celebration.
To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can't judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care. Don't regret when tomorrow never comes with their smiles.

Please friend..please being friend!

bab 45 - to those who pregnant

2008-12-18T21:12:00.001+08:00

hi again...

To those who being pregnant, or even planning to have child, this chart probably could help u to choose your child's sex. But then, please keep in mind, everything is already determined by THE ONE. This chart is just for random guide which is might be right and also could be wrong. Just wanna share this :P

This chart was found burried in a Royal Tomb, Beijing in China about 700 years ago. You can choose to get a girl or a boy by following the chart. The woman's age is in rows and the month of start of pregnancy in the columns stands for Female and M for male. Eg:- If the woman is 27 and her baby is conceived in January, then the baby has to be a girl. This chart is 99 % accurate. You can check it out with your own self. Have a try!

Jan

Feb

Mar

Apr

May

Jun

Jul

Aug

Sep

Oct

Nov

Dec

Jan

Feb

Mar

Apr

May

Jun

Jul

Aug

Sep

Oct

Nov

Dec

bab 44 - live well, frens!!

2008-12-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

hello blog readers..

i really hope u guys in a very good health especially for the one who had a broken clavicle. Today, i read some blogs due to my free time being in office after 3 weeks in public service. Among entries i read over few blogs, i found these 2 entries that bring me to think about it.

1. Before I Sleep by It's So Called blog
2. Titanium Inside? by Broken Clavicle blog

Now, i'm asking u: how old are u? are u planning to do something? Do you really know what will happen in future? To cut it short, God knows better. Then, it's what we called a fate!

"Even a leaf, which is wet or dry will fall down without an approval from the almighty"

Nowadays, we always heard a phrase of "The No.1 Killer". Actually, i just wonder, which disease is the no.1 killer in Malaysia, where A's department says AIDS is the no.1 killer, B's department says Heart Attack, and many more diseases such as Denggi, Breast Cancer, Traffic Accident (not a disease).. etc.

At the end of the day, who cares about that? The best way is, try to live well, change lifestyle, more concern about health and also pray for being blessed.

Anyway, this time, i will share u another case:

Let's say it's 6.15 pm, and you're driving home (alone of course) after an unsually hard day on the job. You're really tired and frustrated. YOU ARE REALLY STRESS AND UPSET!
Suddenly, you start experiencing SEVERE PAIN in your chest and starts to radiate out into your arm and into your jaw. You are only 5 miles from the hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately, you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far.

WHAT TO DO??

YOU HAVE BEEN TRAINED IN CPR, BUT THE GUY THAT CONDUCTED THE COURSE DID NOT TELL YOU HOW TO PERFORM IT ON YOURSELF!!!

HOW TO SURVIVE HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE??

Since many people are alone when they suffer for heart attack, without help, the person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing conscious.

WHAT TO DO?

ANSWER

Do not panic, but start coughing repeatedly and very vigorously. A deep breath should be taken before each cough. The cough must be deep and prolonged, and when producing sputum from deep inside the chest.

A breath and a cough must be repeated about every 2 seconds without let-up until helps arrives, or until heart is felt to be beating normally again.

Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating. the squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital.

Now, tell as many other people as possible about this. It could save their lives!!!. Don't ever think that you are not prone to heart attack as your age is less than 25 or 30. Nowadays, due to the change of lifestyle, heart attack is found among people of all age groups.

BE A FRIEND AND PLEASE SEND THIS ARTICLE TO AS MANY FRIENDS AS POSSIBLE.

bab 43 - human optical illusions

2008-12-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

hi frens!

just want to share something interesting. maybe some of u guys know about this, but then please keep in mind we're just refreshing in a different environment. :)

do you believe when people said u get caught by an 'optical illusion' ? please ask your biology teacher about that or the medical student also can do. i do ask my uncle google, and he said...

"An optical illusion (also called a visual illusion) is characterized by visually perceived images that differ from objective reality. The information gathered by the eye is processed in the brain to give a percept that does not tally with a physical measurement of the stimulus source. There are three main types: literal optical illusions that create images that are different from the objects that make them, physiological ones that are the effects on the eyes and brain of excessive stimulation of a specific type (brightness, tilt, color, movement), and cognitive illusions where the eye and brain make unconscious inferences."-wikipedia

a few words to read right? but nevermind, put your effort on that cause u will find it later.

what about this one? let's try to look the rest?

now what do you say? i always remember my friend's quote in his old blog,

" don't you ever believe your eyes, cause optical illusions is always happen."

i'm gonna show u this one and then think again about what he said.

Follow the instruction below:

1.Stare at the 4 little dots on the middle of the picture for 30 seconds
2.Then, look at the wall near you
3. A bright spot will appear
4. Twinkle a few times and you'll see a figure.WHAT DO YOU SEE? OR EVEN WHO DO YOU SEE??

unbelievable? believe it!

bab 42 - what friend is!

2008-12-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

i did read an entry about friend just now. (http://thechronicleofpjoe.blogspot.com/) then it makes me think widely about it. what friends for and who are really friends? i then asked my goodfriend lately(google). Wikipedia said,

"Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them." -wikipedia

i basically agree with the quotes. now, think of your friends and assess them whether they are really friends or just someone who you know.

bab 41 - sinetron menguasai jiwa guru wanita?

2008-12-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

para pembaca yang dirahmati sekalian. tidakkah kalian perasan sinetron indonesia banyak mempengaruhi guru-guru terutama guru wanita pada masa kini? terlalu byk agaknyer citer2 indon kat tv tu sampai guru2 kat sekolah mesti nk citer pasal sinetron2 ini.. pelik sungguh.. adakah fenomena ini bermusim?

suatu masa dulu, sibuk dengan citer2 dari amerika selatan, venezuela la, ape la.. pastu macam2 la nama kuar, rosalinda la, la usu padora la, misstress hermanas, betty la fea (sekadar beberapa contoh). saya pon tgk jugak siri2 sedemikian, tp xfolow sgt la..

pastu ade pulak citer dari filipina. Nah, demam pulak mereka dengan sanay wala nang wakas, pengako sayo dan ade beberapa lagi.. ni pon demam jugakk..kemudian siri2 indonesia, bawang putih bawang merah, cintaku dirumah susun, malin kundang, hikmah, dia, mutiara hati (lebih byk contoh sbb lebih byk siri2 ini ditayangkan)

yang bes nyer, watak2 mereka memang berkesan sehingga saya dapati ada guru/bakal guru menjadikan wataknye sebagai idola mereka mungkin. kata-kata seperti "tiara . she inspired me" menunjukkan beliau telah terkesan dengan watak itu. utk pengetahuan, tiara yg dimaksudkan adalah watak dalam sinetron indonesia yg ditayangkan akhir2 ini.

akhir kata, mereka mudah terpengaruh. :P

bab 40 - tanah runtuh bukit antarabangsa

2008-12-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

sekitar jam 7 pagi 6 disember 2008, aku dikejutkan dengan panggilan telefon. guess who? bekas rakan setugas di syarikat lama.. kumpulan ikram sdn bhd (femes bile blaku tanah runtuh).

"fitri, mane ko letak data lidar dlm laptop ni?"

wah..takde briefing2 ape trus ty..aku pon blur2 lagi.. ape nih? lomler, baru bgn tdo.. then br dapat pickup.. aku ckp a..

"data lidar ader la kat desktop tu.." dgn cam tak tau ape2 blur2 die pon jumpe la..

dlm ati aku ni tanah runtuh mane ni? wat donno je la..

area kul 10 lebih..aku dah sibuk menguruskan negara2 aku dlm ikariam (game online). tetibe bapak aku ckp ade tanah runtuh..(?) aku bpikr sejenak.. mesti bukit antarabangsa..ceh..igtkan kecik2 kes punya landslide..upenyer..wa..besar jugak.. aku ape lagi..kontek le kawan2 kat ikram...dorg upenyer dah dipanggil balik bekerja. urgent. mau taknyer..musti la busy time tanah runtuh. lagi pulak ikram baru je nk release final report pasal kajian risiko cerun dan pemetaan kawasan ulu klang yg salah satu kawasan ulu klang melibatkan kawasan bukit antarabangsa. tgk punye tgk..dgn data2 yg ade pada aku sikit..ces..kawasan ni baru je aku pegi. umah doktor india yg kehilangan isteri tu (aku rase la). kami pergi cek longkang kat tepi umah die aritu ade pecah.. dan2 tgk umah tu ler yg ranap skali..aiya..

aku pon tanak a komen byk pasal landslide tu..aku pon da kuar dari ikram.. so, takleh ckp lebih..nanti org ckp aku lebih sudu dr kuah. tapi smalam aku pergi la jenguk budak2 ikram kat opis dorang...tgk kemain lagi bilik meeting dah jd bilik gerakan..penuh dah dinding2 kne tampal aerial photo start tahun 1968 sampai kejadian baru2 ni (2008) mmg nmpkla sikit2 development yg dilakukan..pihak berkuasa janji nk bagi report within 10 days.. aku lak terpikir..masakla kawan2 aku kat ikram nk produce report tu..dorg da siap dah organization chart...aku tgk mapping team bhg pada 3. dekat atheneum pun ade, dekat atas slope yg runtuh..abandon building tu..dan kondominium mane ntah satu lagi..lope la.. yg besnyer..aku sebuk2 lak makan kfc yg dorg hidangkan utk team2 kajian tanah runtuh bukit antarabangsa.. ala..halal je la kan..kalo tak, bukan abis pon..membazir je kang...hahaha..

anyway..best of luck to ikram and the team.

bab 39 - bos dah masuk

2008-12-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

selama 2 minggu aku tunggu bos baru masuk opis..akhirnye arini die masuk.. ble bos masuk, byk masalah selesai..cuti pon dah di approvekan.. tapi takleh kawtim a bos ni.. cuti aku layak 3 ari, die mmg bg 3 ari je.. xde kate nk bg cuti ehsan ke..ape ke.. org nak kawen ni..ade pulak die suh aku jgn cuti yg raya aji ni suapay leh simpan cuti akhir tahun mase nk kawen ni..takpe la..

pas semayang jumaat tengahari ni, die kate nk jumpe lagi skali aku sbb nk bincang kje nk bg kat aku.. fuh..amende ler die nk bg kat aku.. petang ni aku nk balik kampung ngn flight..tp lupe plak aku nk packing baju..tadi kawan baik aku si nazran dah mesej ty ble nk packing baju..die pon lupe gak nk pack..aku janji ngn die nk blk packing mase rehat nanti..sbb rehat aku panjang.. 2 jam setengah kat gomen ni..keter lak xde minyak tu..nk amik minyak lu..kalo sempat nk gi dzulclassique jap..amik baju kawen..rasenyer da siap..leh la aku try mase balik kampung nanti..

lah..camne lak aku nk gi klia nih? teksi mahal tu..70 hengget.. nazran ckp nk bwk moto gi naik ERL tasik selatan..tp kalo beg berat..camno nk naik moto gi situ..naik keter? mm..leh dipertimbangkan..tp nk kne letak keter kat balai polis la agaknyer ek..huis..nk suh org antar? sape? cam xde jer..

fuh..td ade bos baru masuk ptd m48 duk bersembang ngn aku..die pon agaknyer boring gak kot.. tu dtg sembang ngn aku tu..cam aku la..da boring sgt..tu yg start nulis blog balik ni.. tp environment sini agak lain skit aa..cam masing2 buat hal sendiri je..cam xbes jer..mungkin mule2 kot..aku pon xreti dah nk bertegur sape camne.. biase kalo aku jadi senior kat tempat lama..kalo org baru masuk..aku akan tegur wat2 baik..sbb paham la..org baru mmg segan nk bersembang..takut silap masuk line..org lama la yg patut bg guide kat org baru..xmesre alam langsung la..ni la gomen agaknyer...huhuhu

bab 38 - kejutan budaya

2008-12-04T10:11:00.000+08:00

wawawa..skang aku da mengalami kejutan budaya..being in private sector mmg jauh beze ngn duduk dlm gomen.. skang da hari ke berapa ntah kat sini..masih free..xde ape nk buat..ok la..mungkin skang mase utk rehat.. kang time ade kje baru kau tau kan. ngahahah

ble da tukar kje nih..yg plg tak ske ialah nk kne slow2 blik cr kwn..adoi..part ni aku plg tak ske.. so, mule2 ni..makan sorg2..duduk diam2 kat meje sendiri..tegur sikit2 ngn org.. mmg sakit a.. dus.. kang la ade mud sket aku nulis balik..

bab 37 - if u only love me

2007-06-27T14:13:00.000+08:00

Only in you,
I will find eternal happiness...
A history that I sensed
Long before I lived within me.
Because only in you,
I find what I lost yesterday
In my very existence,
You are my great happiness.
If you love me,
I will be that hope
Which will never want to die...
In that eternal love,
You will always be my soul.
To awaken paradises of passion and peace...
I know that I can only find them
In my days with you.
You make the magic of dreaming a reality...
I will fly if you love me.

bab 36 - i still believe

2007-05-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

You look in my eyes and I get emotional inside
I know it’s crazy, but you still can touch my heart
And after all this time you think that I wouldn’t feel the same
But time hasn't done nothing, nothing has changed

Bab 35 - ada cinta

2007-05-17T11:46:00.000+08:00

ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
mendengar bisikmu
nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
padahal ia adadalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan

mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
padahal ia terasa
dalam rindu dendam
hening malam
cinta terasa ada

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Bab 34 - Hanya Padamu

2007-04-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hanya pada mu
Ku serahkan segalanya
Kau bertakhta di nurani
Anggun cinta mu abadi
Hanya pada mu
Pertama dan yang terakhir
Pohon cinta ku merendang
Disirami kasih suci

Jiwa ku dipalu gemersik tak terkira
Hampir ku terlena dalam belaian mu
Cinta mu selembut sutera menjadi saksi kasih ku
Tiada dua hanyalah satu kau yang ku cintai
Sekelumit cinta sekurun kerinduan
Ku rempuhi ranjau duka
Membara sehangat api
Terhapus sepi di hati ku
Seulas bibir mu kelu tidak berkata
Namun ada sesuatu
Nurbisa dari mata mu
Terpancar cinta yang sejati
Awan yang berarak saujana membiru
Cerahlah wajah mu di rimba sendu ku
Menjadi hamparan cinta suci

bab 32 - tak ingat

2007-03-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

sampai tak ingat camne nk letak gmbr kat dlm blog..huhuhu

bab 31 - biarkan aku menangis

2007-03-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

Kelmarin kau masih bersamaku
Bercumbu dan merayu
Adakah hari esok untuk kita bercinta
Seperti yang telah kita lewati

Mengapa terlalu cepat kau pergi
Tinggalkan derita bersamaku
Kenyataan ini begitu memilukan
Ingin kurasa turut serta

Tiada guna aku hidup begini
Tanpa belaian kekasih yang amat kusayangi
Kepedihan yang kini kurasakan
Darimu yang mencintai aku

Biarlah kurelakan kau pergi
Tinggalkan batu nesan
Kudoakan kau bahagia di sisiNya
Sementara biarkan aku menangis

bab 30 - perlukah bermula semula?

2007-03-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

lama sungguh tak menulis sesuatu..untuk diri sendri dan juga untuk pembaca..entah masih ade yang menjengah? perlukah menulis semula?

bab 29 - rehat panjang

2006-05-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

telah berehat. sedang berehat. akan berehat panjang!

bab 28 - sorry..long time no see

2006-04-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

hai semua.. sorry sebab lama tak hapdet..nak kata sibuk..boleh jugak..tapi yang sebenar2 nya..malas skit nak bukak komputer..hahaha..ade beberapa perkara juga ingin dinaikkan di blog ini.. nak citer pasal sanay wala nang wakas yang dah tak lama lagi dah nak habis tuh.. pastu citer baru yang mungkin ganti slot sanay wala yang nampaknya pun bes jugak. hmm..filem yang terbaru ditayangkan sekarang..iaiatu..ice age 2.. tak sabar nak tengok..cetak rompak punya cd mmg ade jual kat sini, tapi masih tanak beli walaupun perasaan ingin tengok tu meluap2..bimbang kalo beli dan tengok, kualiti dah ,memang kompem tak bes, maka tak puas ati.. begitu jugak dengan citer the wild yang juga keluaran walt disney..tapi masih belum kuar wayang lagik.. namun begitu, kalau keluar wayang sekali pun, saya tetap akan tunggu versi dvd sebab diterengganu ni, mana nak tengok wayang, satu panggung pun tiada. jadi jangan salahkan rakyat terengganu sebab tak dapat bagi support untuk citer filem malaya k. kemudian nak cerita juga pasal kegiatan minggu-minggu lalu. saya ade pergi ke johor bahru..pergi majlis konvokesyen..tapi malas la nak citer panjang-panjang sebab memang panjang pun. maklumlah masing-masing dah ada hidup masing-masing....masing-masing pun bercerita la pasal kehidupan masing-masing.. kalau 5 tahun lagi wat reunion baru gempak..leh la tengok yang mana satu gemuk, mana satu dukung anak, mana satu tayang bini..hehehhe..semuanya pasti berlaku kerana dunia sentisa berputar, manusia makin tua. jadi cerita pun semakin banyak. apa lagi aa??? tu jela setakat ni..citer sebenarnya panjang..tapi telah dipendekkan setelah mendapat suntingan.. adioS!

bab 27 - bagaikan hari hari dulu lagi....

2006-03-14T09:18:00.000+08:00

bab 26 - resah

2006-03-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

di dalam gersang hatiku
ku merenung dirimu
hati tersentuh rindu
yang dalam tak menentu
dengarkah kasihku
getar di jantungku
inikah erti, inikah erti
resah hatiku

bilakah kau datang ke sini
di hari indah nanti
ku sanggup menunggu
tanda cinta kasihku
namun hatiku resah
dan merenung kini
inikah erti, inikah erti
rinduku padamu

aku turut, aku turut bersamamu
aku jua, aku jua ingin bersamamu
aku ingin, aku ingin bersamamu jua nanti
bagaikan hari-hari dulu lagi.

bab 25 - datuk k dan datin s?

2006-03-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

haiyok..akhirnya keluar juga bab baru dalam cerita dunia. kekeke..bukan takde cerita dalam dunia, cuma kadang-kadang hidup kite ni busy semacam dan kadang-kadang jugak melahu bagai masa tak pernah berjalan. so, mungkin itu lah alasan terbaik. boleh tak macam tu? tajuk bab tu mmg saje je nak dibincangkan. biasalah muka depan sokkaba. dah 3 hari berturut2 dah cerita datuk k nih. tapi takde yang sahih nyer. pandainya simpan rahsia. ske ati korang la ek. kalo korang kawen pon bukan aku leh pergi kan. hehehe.. spupu kawen pun tak dpt pergi sbb ade komitmen lain, inikan pula seorang datuk yang tiada kene negene langsung dalam kaum kerabat melainkan saudara sesama muslim.

pendapat aku la kan..kok kalo da nak bertunang tu..gitau je la tak yah nak sorok2 lagi. bukannya rancang nak btunang tahun depan. siap cakap ogos nak kawen gitu. so apa salahnya bagi thau sket sapekah gerangan pengantin tu. dalam kes ni, datuk k yang ingin merahsiakan atau pasangannya yang nak semua ni dikunci ketat-ketat? ceh, cam penyibuk lak bunyinye. ok, nevermind! buatlah ske ati yer..baca sokkaba je la.

wokeh..apa topik seterusnya? mm.. ade ke takde? ade mungkin, juga mungkin takde. ok.. skang nih cuti skolah mula lagi. sminggu. kat pantai timur, baik kat pantai barat and of course la aku kat pantai timur. cuti skolah sampai 18 mac nih. maksudnya 19 mac bukak cuti.pastu ada lagi dalam 4 hari pastu, aku akan ke jb. nak buat apa aku ke jb? hahaha.. ade majlis pertemuan la sket kata org. huhu.. kang ade gambar2 sket aku masukkan kat sini la.. dah bape lama tak naik bas gi jb nih? mmm.. start hujung november lepas..kira nak masuk bulan doblas la kan.. skang bulan tiga..kira beh kurang pat bulan dah la..mm.leh tahan lama gak kan.. huhu..and maybe 2 minggu lagi pergi pulak lagi skali buat penghabisan..pastu mungkin amik masa bertahun2 lak nak ke sana. inilah perjalanan hidup rupanya. dan perjalanan hidup kita yang banyak macam2 ni membuatkan kita lebih matang. dan sekarang dan tentunya akan datang, segalanya akan lebih mencabar dan banyak benda juga yang nak difikirkan sebab tanggung jawab kan lebih besar. stop sini dulu sebab len kali nak cerita lagi ni. walaupun bab seterusnya tak tau bile akan diterbitkan, tapi itu la yang bes nye, semua benda dalam hidup pun macam tu, tak tahu apa kesudahan sebab merancang dan berharap bukan perkara terbaik. yang lebih baik bagi aku ialah bagaimana kita menghadapi sesuatu yang kita tak tahu hujungnya.

bab 24 - info minyak

2006-03-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

semua mungkin tahu, juga mungkin terlepas pandang.. lihatlah kronologi kenaikan minyak di malaysia.

SEDIKIT INFO PASAL HARGA MINYAK DI MALAYSIA

sebelum 1990 - RM 0.89
Tahun 1990 - RM 1.10 (kenaikan RM 0.21)
01/10/2000 - RM 1.20 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
20/10/2001 - RM 1.30 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
01/05/2002 - RM 1.32 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
31/10/2002 - RM 1.33 (kenaikan RM 0.01)
01/03/2003 - RM 1.35 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
01/05/2004 - RM 1.37 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
01/10/2004 - RM 1.42 (kenaikan RM 0.05)
05/05/2005 - RM 1.52 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
31/07/2005 - RM 1.62 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
Hari ini: 28/02/2006 – RM 1.92 (kenaikan RM 0.30)

bab 23 - a long journey

2006-03-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

tadi..saya baru terima satu emel dari salah seorang rakan baik saya. mungkin anda semua pernah menerima kiriman emel tersebut. tak mengapa kerana cerita ini bagus dan saya ingin berkongsi dengan anda.

petikan emel itu adalah seperti berikut:

untuk bacaan pada masa lapang.
enjoy...sure korang teringat balik zaman2 skolah
dulu...
tanda-tanda anda bayi tahun 80-an:
kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force, He-man,
Transformers, Thundercats,
Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey
Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs dan Voltron.berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah rendah?...hmm,mesti pegang cawan warna-warni kan. mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn classmates semua kat seblah... ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list dentist appointment. pastu bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik sebelah. ada gigi yang berlubang, kene laa tampal. ni sure korang igt...program minum susu di skolah. nak galakkan budak2 time tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb... cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris panjang warna kuning tu. pukul tapak tangan...kan? semangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 30 sen jek kat kantin. Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan - shopping complex yang popular utk meluangkan masa dgn family. ni for those yg dok KL laa time skolah menengah, korang sure beli kasut skolah Bata BM Turbo atau Pallas Jazz. ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china> tu...ada yang suka stoking tebal laaa... internet? email? mendalah ape tu? CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr. tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je. kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die, 'telur' keras warna warni, 'rokok' chewing gum, KIKI Bubble Gum. tak dilupakan, 'Ti Kam'. bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la, Happy Family laa dlm class. tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali. boleh beli aiskrim ngan apek kat luar skola tuh... lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan keje skolah, jom kita pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan Tambahan RMT) mesti kluar awal. lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan Jasmani, PJ. main bola laa, rounders laa... permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban, penutup botol, batang aiskrim, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', 'Police &>Sentry', kejar2 duduk... kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang tube aiskrim, ada byk2 color tu. kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2 die! lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni pun kita main dulu ni. baling2 kapur laa. hmm...budak2 kat university skarang, kebanyakan nye lahir thn 1987/88.skarang digelar 'remaja'.bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu 'We Are the World, We Are the Children...' dan lagu 'Uptown Girl' yang diorg tau, yg Westlife nyanyi....bkn Billy Joel nyanyi... bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni, dan ade satu je Vietnam. AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir. CD pun wujud time diorg lahir. Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu. Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu filem2>baru. Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk sebuah komputer. Diorg tak penah tau pun 'Atari' dgn 'Game & Watch'. Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih...dan diorg skarang tak reti nak switch on TV kalau xde remote control. dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh survive dkt universiti tanpa handphone... hmm...jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:

1. korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni, dan korg sure tersenyum
2. kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite dah kawin
3. korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main komputer, selamba je
4. kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah menengah guna handphone
5. kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui telefon lagi setiap hari
6. bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke semasa, seronok bile bersembang pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite alami mase dulu time kecik2, nakal2 dulu...
7. last skali, bile dah bace email ni, korang akan terpikir utk forwardkan dkt member2 lame korg. Sure diorg suke punye laa...hehehe Yaa, kite pun dah semakin tua!!

Teringat zaman2 dulu kan?Cheers to the 80s babies!!!

hmm..macam mana? ada tersenyum membacanya? cerita dulu-dulu pun cerita dunia juga!

bab 22 - siapakah paling popular?

2006-02-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

siapakah bintang paling popular 2005?

aiya..tak lama lagi dah nak start abp..sempat lagi lak aku wat rebiu..kekke..bukan pe..pasal malaysia ni byk sgt anugerah..tapi takpe..sebab aku pun ske gak nk tengok2 anugerah nih.. agaknya sapela menang malam ni yer? ye la..kat sokkaba tuh memacam la kuar, ade yang kate die ni menang la, ade yang kate die ni popular la, ade yang kate budak ni la unggul dan macam-macam lagi lah. tapi kene ingat jugak..tu sorang je yang ckp..yang lagi ribuan rakyat malaysia kate ape.. pulak tu kalo yang ckp gitu gini gitu gini tak ngundi wat ape..hampeh jer.. kekeke.. tapi kesimpulannya.. yang menang tu bertuah la..dapat keter sebijik.. yang tak puas ati tu dapat doser ade le..kekekke..ckp ler sape tak puas ati tu?..cakap ler.. pada aku, aku budget sama ada mawi atau siti dapat anugerah bintang paling popular tahun ni. kalo orang lain selain dua orang ni, kira kejutan besar la.. yang lain-lain tu malas la nak ramal-ramalkan..sebab aku bukannya bomoh mahupun peramal. kalo nak tahu ramalan-ramalan ni..byk lagi blog yang ske nak ramal-ramal ni..biase le..kalo tepat ramalan die..bangge la kan..kekeke..kalo tak tepat..nak wat camne.. kuikuikui.. maka, siapa antara anda yang akan dapat anugerah peramal popular? jawab sendiri la yer..sape yang jawab kira perasan la tuh..kekekke..k la.. aku nak kuar dah ni..saje je membebel kat sini.. kuikuikui..

bab 21 - anugerah bintang popular : apa kata anda?

2006-02-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

tak lama lagi dah nak berlangsungnya anugerah bintang popular (abp) ni. ahad ini kan? 26 feb 2006. abp 2005 khabarnya akan lebih kontroversi lagi dengan kemasukan calon daripada akademi fantasia. selama yang saya perhatikan, kecoh sungguh kiranya ada apa-apa majlis melibatkan akademi fantasia apa lagi kalau mawi masuk bertanding. kenapa nak dikecohkan sangat? tak pasal-pasal mamat tu dapat title raja sms. dah pertandingan yang dia masuk sumer nak kene sms, padahal orang lain pun sama kan. pertandingan yang sama, format juga sama. bukannya orang lain dijurikan oleh profesional dan dia sorang saja dijurikan oleh sms atau undian. itu pasal mawi, tapi yang saya nak cerita ialah pasal abp.

abp kali ni, akan seperti selalu. ramai yang ternanti-nanti. tapi bagi saya, saya lebih teruja nak tengok persembahan artis. harap sangatlah pemilihan lagu nanti sesuai dengan majlis. pening kepala kalau asyik2 nak hip hop yang bising2 dan tak grand itu. kalau nak berhip hop pon, macam lagu alhamdulillah tu okey la. sejuk jugak mendengar nya. ini tidak, nak juga lompat2, pusing2 atas pentas tuh. muziknya pulak hanya menyebabkan saya akan menggunakan waktu tersebut untuk ke dapur minum air, atau ke tandas.

dengan penampilan artis lelaki yang lebih elegan tahun ini, diharapkan tahap profesionalisme mereka juga boleh dibanggakan dan dapat menerima apa saja keputusan kerana abp adalah pengiktirafan dari peminat. kalau tiada peminat, lebih baik duduk diam. jangan nak dengki dengki dan mengata orang kerana perbuatan itu akan lebih mengurangkan jumlah peminat sedia ada anda disamping kredibiliti anda juga terjejas. itu saja nasihat yang ada, selebihnya, sendiri pandai fikir. kata profesional, maka tunjukkanlah setakat mana tahap profesinalisme anda dan bukan hanya perasan semata-mata. bai!

bab 20 - 'meriah'nya kilang meletup!

2006-02-18T20:00:00.000+08:00

dekat-dekat pukul 9.00 malam semalam, sedang aku duk rilek2..maka terdengarla bunyi letup bom bom bom beberapa kali. ntah apa la bunyi tuh..maka aku wat rilek je la. pastu dapat la satu mesej daripada adik aku. waa.. ade kilang meletup rupanya. kilang yang kat umah aku ni la..kilang papan. nama kilang dirahsiakan la sebab takut kang kilang tu malu lak kilang die meletup-letup. aku pun dengan tangkasnya menyibukkan diri keluar umah nak tengok kalau-kalau nampak asap kebakaran tuh demi mengesahkan kejadian. dan memang la nampak. siap nampak kaler merah-merah agik. tak leh jadi ni, aku nak tengok gak besar mana kebakaran yang berlaku itu sampai letop-letop agik. aku pun pegi la nyibukkan diri gi tengok kebakaran. amboih, orang lain lagi cepat apa! sampai aje kat sana, waaa..ramai giler. dah cam pasar malam lak aku tengok. sume duk nengok api marak. kekekke.. kenapa ramai tengok? sebab semua pun cam aku gak, saje-saje takde keje tengok api marak besor-besor..hahahh.. pastu bomba dah datang agaknya. aku tak la dekat sangat pergi, tapi nampak la jugak orang-orang kilang agaknya yang sibuk duk alihkan lori-lori dorang.

aku pun snap la gambar sket. bongek nyer kamera! takde bateri la pulak. ni mesti keje adik aku nih. smalam nampak duk syok sgt amik gambar! maka, sempat la beberapa keping je. tak sempat la nak amik 'kemeriahan' penonton-penonton. tapi kan, dalam duk tengok-tengok tu ade la jugak suara-suara belakang cakap nak meniaga air dan kacang sempena kemeriahan itu.hahah..lawak..lawak.. pastu aku pun balik la..

pagi ni dengar kabar, tak abis lagi kerja padam-memadam. mungkin sebab dah merebak sangat. kilang kayu ler katakan. pastu lagi kampung aku lak cam takde air la pulak semalam. tekanan air rendah kot. tu bomba punya kerja la nak pikir air dari mana diorang nak ambik. skang tak tau la diorang dah selesai padam ke belom. tadi tengok buletin 1.30 kat tv3 takde lak siar. malam ni kat buletin utama kot. tapi kalo takde, kira tak seius la kot walaupun aku nampak cam serius je. yang aku kesian, camne la ngan pekerja-pekerja kat dalam tu. yang ade time kebakaran tu selamat ke idak? lagi, kalau dah kilang rugi besar, camne la nasib pekerja-pekerja situ, potong gaji ke atau kene benti keje aa?? dah la kilang-kilang skang nih ske sgt nak bentikan pekerja..ish..ish..ish. tapi ade jugak kes pekerja bentikan diri sendiri. heuheuheu.. adioS!!

bab 19 - nemo dan dory

2006-02-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

askum. tengah duk tengok-tengok balik gambar-gambar yang ada dalam pc ni, ternampak pulak satu rakaman gambar yang diambil tak lama dulu. sebab tu kalau boleh, jangan la dibuang gambar-gambar yang ada sebab akan datang mungkin akan berguna. gambar yang aku nampak ni bukanlah ada guna sangat pun, tapi sayang jugak sebab bukannya senang-senang nak nyusahkan diri pergi amik lagi sekali gambar nih.

gambar yang dimaksudkan ialah nemo dan dory. ala.. tengok tajuk bab pun tau kan aku nak cerita tentang apa.huhu. ingat tak lagi citer finding nemo yang femes sekitar 2003? memang bes giler lah citer nih, kiranya kalo citer tentang dasar-dsar laut nih, citer finding nemo masih duduk tangga atas carta lagi la. biler kuar shark tale pun tak bes cam nemo nih. satu sebab jalan citer yang bes dan satu lagi watak sampingan yang memang kelakar habis. dory yang ilang ingatan tuh memang kawan yang baik walaupun ilang ingatan sekali sekala. korang sume mesti dah tau kan jalan citer die, so tak yah lagi nak citer panjang-panjang pasal tu.

ni nak tunjuk gambar dorang nih. jumpe kat underwaterworld langkawi arituh. mungkin kat tempat lain pun ada kot. saja je la nak show kat sini, mana tau kan kot kot ada yang tak perasan ke. hehe. ermm..kat aquaria klcc tak tau la ade ke tak nemo dan dory nih sebab tak penah pegi lagik. biler nak gi aa?? takpe..kalo dah buring tahap gaban, ada masa leh la gi tengok.huhu. bes gak merasai alam discovery channel nih..hehhe.. okeh..tanak buang masa lagi nk nulis panjang-panjang sebab motif utama nk tunjuk gambar realiti nemo dan dory nih. taraaaa...

dory katun (atas), dory real (bawah)

ha.. nmpk tak ikan kaler biru tuh? memang sebijik dory la. sori la tak dapat close up. giler nko nk close up. ikan tgh duk layan berenang sedap tak hengat aku nak amik gmbr die. ye la kan..mase aku duk nengok citer finding nemo tu, aku igt, designer pakai aci lukis kut sedap die je. kiranya aku ingatkan diorang tak rujuk ikan sebenar. ye ler, mana la aku nak tau apa ke jenis ikan kaler biru nih. setakat ikan keli tu aku kenal la. ikan pelik-pelik mana la nak kenal. rupanya, memang die duk gune rupa bentuk ikan nih wat citer yer. tapi muke ikan ni pon memang cam klakar cam karakter dalam citer tu jugak la. banyak royalti ko dapat wahai ikan dory. hehehe..

ha.. ni lagi sekor ikan. kira hero la ni.

nemo katun (atas), nemo real (bawah)

yang ni aku tau la nama die "clown fish". tu pun pasal cam kecoh-kecoh la time tu nemo nih jelmaan ikan clown fish. aku tak pnah lak jumpe. kaler lain penah la. igtkan dorang touch up kaler lain, alih-alih aku nengok kat underwaterworld tu sebijik lak kaler nyer, cume takde la jumpe yang sirip cacat cam nemo..ehehe.. kiranya tu jelah yang aku nak tunjuk. kalo aku ade jumpe yang cam shark tale lak, aku citer la kat sini kang. tapi setakat nih takde la..okey la dulu..babai..

bab 18 - fikir lagi dan terus berfikir

2006-02-12T03:32:00.000+08:00

sama ada sebab masih belum mengantuk atau sebab banyak berfikir membuatkan biji mata tak mahu lelap. maka saya menulis di sini dengan harapan, sifat mengantuk itu akan hadir sedikit demi sedikit. petang tadi saya sudah tidur seketika, dan juga sebentar tadi juga saya banyak berfikir. maka, saya kurang pasti gara-gara apa yang membuatkan saya tak dapat melelapkan mata.

perut kemudian sedikit-demi sedikit berkeroncong. gusar juga; bimbang penyakit itu menyerang kembali. mahu makan? entah apa yang boleh saya sediakan awal pagi sebegini. di sini bukan rumah bujang, ini rumah keluarga. sendiri tak dapat lena, jangan diganggu mimpi orang! berpegang prinsip itu, saya cuba menahan diri. tapi itu bukan kes besar, kerana apa yang cuba saya lakukan sekarang adalah untuk mengisi kekosongan malam. semua channel tv sudah berganti, tiada satu pun menarik perhatian. akhirnya saya memilih untuk menulis blog.

cerita apa ada hari ini? seingat saya, dua tiga hari ini, ada cerita tentang karikatur menghina Rasulullah, memang melampau. kemudian tentang mrr2 dan pelbagai lagi keretakan jambatan, ada cerita thaipusam, kaki bayi kudung, kisah juara lagu pun masih ada, dan terbaru.. bahana af! akademi fantasia 4 akan muncul. tunggu saja penangan af kali ini, makin panas atau tidak, tentukan sendiri ok?!

rasanya cukuplah buat sementara kerana saya sendiri tidak merancang untuk menulis apa-apa.

2006-02-08T03:33:00.000+08:00

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bab 17 - Tahniah Apit & Betty

2006-02-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

*kisah ini adalah khas untuk saudara mara yang tidak dapat menghadiri majlis mereka baru-baru ini.

hullo assalamualaikum. harini disebabkan masih rasa bosan, maka saya ringankan jemari ini untuk menaip kisah perkahwinan seorang sepupu baru-baru ini. dikisahkan beliau dipanggil apit oleh sepupu sepapat sementara pasangan beliau didesas desuskan dengan panggilan betty.

sejak sekian lama sebenarnya kisah beliau diketahui umum hinggalah beliau sendiri mengumumkan tarikh pernikahan beliau. pertunangan kemudian dilangsungkan pada 10 disember lepas. akhirnya, setelah segala persiapan dilakukan, mereka diijabkabulkan pada 29 januari 2006, jam 12.03 tengahari di masjid kampung pulau, labu, negeri sembilan. dari bahagian mana ingin saya mulakan cerita ini?

persiapan

(kemuncak 27 januari 2006/ nilai, negeri sembilan):
dikepalai oleh che ma, seorang ibu saudara merangkap mak andam yang sangat berpengalaman dalam hal ehwal andam-adaman pengantin termasuk juga gubahan hantaran. serahkan saja pada yang pakar. orang lain tolong-tolong la jugak. kak mimi pula selaku perancang aturcara. beliau merupakan kakak kepada pengantin lelaki dan sanak saudara selebihnya bertugas sebagai kumpulan sokongan. ada yang buat sub kontraktor gubah hantaran, ada yang sediakan makanan dan juga tempat tinggal tak lupa juga yang tukang bawak hantaran. kredit besar untuk che uji dan ayah su kerana menaja tempat tinggal sebahagian rombongan, juga penaja tempat berkumpul sebagai markas aktiviti. sebenarnya saya ada merakamkan foto sewaktu acara persiapan sedang dijalankan. tapi entah di mana dendamnya, ada pihak yang telah delete gambar tersebut. sepanjang majlis persiapan, ada beberapa menu khas disajikan dan antaranya adalah bihun goreng,kuey tiaw goreng, satey, roti dan limau mandarin sempena tahun baru cina.

(kemuncak 28 januari 2006/ putrajaya, kuala lumpur):
selepas isyak, solat hajat dan kenduri tahlil diadakan di putrajaya, kediaman abang boy selaku abang kepada pengantin. ini kerana rumah keluarga bakal pengantin itu sedang diubahsuai untuk majlis sambut menantu kelak. malam itu disajikan dengan hidangan nasi kerabu dan acara last touch up bagi gubahan hantaran dilakukan sementara yang lain beramah mesra.

(kemuncak 29 januari 2006/ nilai, negeri sembilan)
pagi itu, semua sanak saudara berkumpul di kediaman che uji sekali lagi di nilai. tema biru turqoise kehijauan (mmg susah nak direalisasikan).walaubagaimanapun, ramai yang mengikut konsep menjadikan rombongan kelihatan sewarna!. dihidangkan oleh penganjur perkahwinan dengan nasi dagang kelantan sebagai sarapan pagi sebelum menjamah lauk kenduri tengahhari nanti. perihatin sungguh pihak penganjur. syabas!

akad nikah(29 januari 2006/ masjid kampung pulau)

bertolak lebih kurang jam 11.30 pagi dari nilai menuju pekan labu. sebanyak lebih 10 buah kenderaan konvoi ke sana menuju masjid kg. pulau. hati si pengantin tak siapa tahu kerana raut wajah encik apit cam biasa saja, mungkin kontrol. tiba di sana lebih kurang 15 minit kemudian. sementara menunggu detik akad nikah, hantaran disusun sebaris di dalam masjid berhampiran kawasan upacara akad. maka sesudah hadirin sedia mengelilingi bakal pengantin, imam membaca sedikit khutbah barangkali (lain tempat, lain cara) sebelum apit disahkan menikahi betty jam 12.03 tengahari dengan sekali lafaz. belanjanya saya perlu off record. tahniah.

sanding (29 januari 2006/kg. pulau)

dah siap nikah, ada la sikit jamuan, ada donat, karipap dan kuih apa saya pun tak ingat namanya. ada juga teh dan teh o. kami makan sikit saja sebab dah tahu, semasa orang sedang bersanding kejap lagi, rombongan sebelah lelaki akan makan sepuas-puasnya sementara menunggu majlis sanding dengan tepung tawar ,renjis mawar dan sebagainya selesai. selamat bersanding. lagu dari muzik gamelan dimainkan oleh kumpulan warisan budaya kawasan mana saya tak tahu telah mengiringi suasana. kadang-kadang bunyi lagu seakan-akan sama walaupun diumumkan sebagai lagu berlainan. nasib baik pengantin bertimbang rasa kerana semasa upacara makan beradab, lauk mereka di pass kan kepada pihak rombongan kerana mungkin untuk elakkan pembaziran. maklum sajalah, baru kahwin, makan pun ala-ala suap je lah. maka kami terus menjamah apa saja lauk yang dihulurkan. cuma sebab terlalu banyak, kami tak dapat habiskan.

penutup (29 januari 20006/kg.pulau)

akhirnya, kami pun penat, maklumlah, panas seyh. lagipun, pengantin dah siap selamat. maka, kami pun pulang la ke kediaman rasmi di nilai dan setengahnya lagi ke putrajaya dan kajang. itupun setelah bergambar keluarga dengan pengantin dan yang ada cuma sebahagian daripada sepupu sepapat. sampai saja dirumah, kami pun dengan rasa leganya tidur dan tidur dan tidur kerana kepenatan. malam nanti ada lagi acara penutup.

malam penutup (29 januari 2006/ nilai, negeri sembilan)

bangun tidur, sempat kami berbual sementara ajk menyiapkan perkakasan untuk barbeku malam itu. wah, kali ini untuk release tension para ajk juga pengantin barangkali. ikan, ayam, ketam dan sosej. nasi berlauk juga nasi dagang serta buah-buahan jadi santapan. semua turut serta termasuk pengantin baru; apit dan betty walaupun tiba agak lewat. ada 6 kumpulan. masing-masing dengan agenda tersendiri. biasalah sesi soal siasat bersama kumpulan 'tanya linda' dianggotai apit,betty,ayah din,ayah le,che woh,ayah je,kak baby dan abah. kumpulan 'bersama kak nita' pula disertai oleh kak mimi, kak sima dan che ma dengan topik yang kelihatan serius. kumpulan 'national geografi' diketuai oleh ayah su dan ahlinya pula adalah fitri,idi,che uji, aisyah,kakak dan faizi. mereka sedang meratah dengan lahap ikan bakar seolah-olah harimau sedang meratah rusa. kumpulan 'disney' pula disertai oleh kanak-kanak riang yang sedang bermain didalam rumah seperti khalish, syazwan, mama tira, insyirah dan kuncu yg lain. sementara kumpulan 'prima' dianggotai oleh bibik-bibik di dapur rumah yang mungkin berbincang tentang resipi hari ini dalam bahasa indonesianya. akhir sekali, wazin,fashli dan hanif menyertai kumpulan 'mtv' dengan jiwa muzik mereka. majlis kemudian tamat lebih kurang jam 2 pagi waktu malaysia.

kami pun penat, tambahan keesokannya, kami perlu pulang ke daerah masing-masing sementara menanti bulan mac ini untuk acara sambut menantu yang dijadualkan pada 12 mac 2006 di kajang, selangor. itu saja ulasan ringkas berkenaan majlis pernikahan sepupu kami apit. semoga bahagia selalu. kepada sepupu yang lain, majlis anda juga hampir tiba, rancanglah dengan baik..chow cin cau!!!

bab 16 - kemerosotan idea

2006-01-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

hai semua. saya lihat kemerosotan idea mula berlaku terhadap ramai blogger termasuk saya.kenapa? sibuk atau sememangnya mengalami kemerosotan idea. tiada idea mahu dihujahkan. bagi saya, banyak sebabnya. mungkin juga isu yang ada terlalu banyak hingga tiada satu pun akhirnya yang terpilih untuk dikongsi bersama.

kebelakangan ini, isu paling hangat adalah berkenaan status agama yang mula tercetus sejak kematian allahyarham 'm.moorty' dan juga peristiwa berkait nyonya tahir yang akhirnya diisytiharkan beragama buddha. kes seterusnya berkaitan ikan patin khususnya, dan umumnya ikan sungai yang diberi makan babi rebus. sebenarnya isu halal haram ini sudah berkali-kali keluar berita. sekarang ni, pengguna saja yang berhak buat pilihan untuk diri sendiri sebab rasanya kerajaan kurang mampu ambil tindakan. seperti kata menteri muhyiddin yassin, bahawa pihak beliau tidak dapat ambil tindakan apa-apa kecuali bagi nasihat. jadi bila bagi nasihat sudah boleh jadi halal kah? tentunya tidak. maka sekarang, pengguna perlu bijak! boikot ikan sungai bunyinya agak mudah. tapi susah juga bagi penternak yang pelihara ikan dengan cara betul, lingkup perniagaan mereka. kesian pula. saya juga penggemar ikan sungai, takkan saya nak boikot selama-lamanya. tapi, demi kehalalan dan sementara dapat hilangkan rasa loya dan jijik ekoran berita ikan 'babi rebus' itu, saya lebih suka makan ikan laut. tak payah disembelih, confirm halal selagi saya membelinya dan bukan mencuri.

cerita dunia yang lain kebelakangan ini, ada juga cerita tentang datuk syarifah aini, terlepas tapi masih tidak bebas daripada tuduhan, untuk maklumat lanjut kenapa ada perkara sebegini, elok rujuk lepasan ijazah undang-undang. saya cuma dengar berita. sekadar berkata " ooo.."

hmm..juga mahu berikan sedikit komen berkenaan akhbar harian metro. bagi saya akhbar tersebut terlalu cepat buat kesimpulan. agaknya mahu lariskan akhbar maka cerita ditulis pun tanpa selidik. akhirnya, orang lain jadi mangsa. saya nak tanya, ada tak pihak akhbar tersebut minta maaf kalau berita disebarkan seluruh malaysia tak benar? kasihan pulak si mangsa kena cari media lain betulkan cerita, bagitahu hal sebenar. kes to'ki, kes apek hisap ganja, semuanya kemudian dapat penafian dari empunya diri. sebenarnya memang saya dah perasan. kadang-kadang wartawan tulis cerita main aci sedap, aci penuh je ruangan. . sekadar pandangan dari seorang rakyat malaysia.

oklah, itu la dulu cerita dunia yang ala-ala cerita malaysia.huhu.

bab 15 - hits 1, jeng..jeng..jeng..: akan bermula!

2006-01-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

askum..malam ini hits 1 akan disiarkan secara langsung kat rtm. saya kira ini satu permulaan bagi segala anugerah besar-besar sebab lepas ini kita ada anugerah bintang popular dan juara lagu yang terdekat, 5 februari ini. malam ini, saya tak ingat siapa yang bertanding, saya hanya akan tonton sahaja. nasib baik diuar-uarkan ada saiful apek yang akan turut bersama hoskan rancangan, sebab kalau letak azwan ali dengan dia fadila cam dulu..aduhai.. memang lemah rasanya. azwan ali, entah kenapa anda dinobatkan sebagai antara hos terbaik malaysia, saya pun tak pasti..tak nampak pun kehebatan anda melainkan pakaian yang pelik2 (takde ciri-ciri role model la). sori, just pendapat peribadi.

saya tak mahu ramalkan siapa yang akan menang, siapa yang akan popular, lihat sajalah. kalau sedara sedari nak tau ramalan kaji muzik ni, silalah ke blog yang ada ramalan dan ranking ciptaan naluri mereka. kalau dalam quality control, mereka mengukur kualiti berdasarkan sifat kerana tiada alat pengukuran khas. itu soal mereka, saya tak nak cakap lebih-lebih. sikit-sikit sebagai mukadimah pembuka minda sudahla..

harapan saya untuk rancangan hits 1 ini, cubalah jadikan acara lebih ceria dan tidak membosankan. sudahlah sebuah rancangan rtm yang sangat-sangat diketahui umum kesuraman penataan cahaya, kekusutan sistem bunyi dan keburukan rekaan set pentas (alih-alih pentas besar bagak dengan bunga-bunga di hadapan pentas..argh..bosan!). sekurang-kurangnya, kalau tak boleh sempurnakan semua, cukuplah sekadar cuba memberikan pengacaraan yang berkualiti. kalau nak dihitung kira, banyak lagi yang boleh saya komen. tapi, saya pun tahu, bukan senang hendak ubah segalanya-galanya. tapi pelik juga, saluran lain boleh pulak buat, takkan rtm tak boleh kot. sudah berzaman sebenarnya kecelaruan rancangan rtm. selepas penjenamaan semula, keluar logo baru pun, masih sama juga kualitinya. low class! macam mana masyarakat nak tonton saluran kerajaan sekiranya ada pilihan yang lebih baik? nasib baik saya ni suka tengok anugerah itu anugerah ini, kalau tidak, tak de maknenya nak buka channel rtm nih.

sudah menyimpang la pulak. dari topik hits 1 dah jadi topik rtm yang hampeh la pulak. takpelah, semua pun cerita dunia kan?

bab 14 - bual kosong

2006-01-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

sudah lama tak hapdet..saya nk berbual kosong. walaupun sudah lama tak hapdet..tapi masih lagi rasa nk berbual kosong disini, sebab ramai juga rakan taulan di sini. maka, daripada ada yang tertanya-tanya kenapa saya lamabt hapdet, saya beralasan saya sedang cuba membahagikan waktu saya supaya segalanya bukan semata untuk kerja. rutin sekarang, balik kerja, menunggu masa untuk tidur kerana saya belum biasakan diri. maklum lah, kali pertama..hahaha..mungkin tak ramai tahu, sekarang dah ramai lah tahu kan?

apa nak dibuat hujung minggu ini? merancang untuk menonton sambungan winter's sonata kerana sekarang terasa ingin kembali menonton dan menjiwai lagu-lagu drama tersebut yang saya kira sangat bagus. namun, yang menjadi sedikit kelakar dalam siri korea kegemaran ramai ini ialah bahasa pada subtitle nya yang sangat tidak jelas. namun, masih boleh difahami lah. anda semua pernah tengok ke cerita ini? kalau tak pernah cubalah saksikannya, dan kepada yang pernah, berilah pandangan. tak lama lagi, mungkin blogger mypolaris akan berikan ulasan panjang lebarnya.

hmm.. kepada blogger pepel, tahniah sebab bina blog baru yang sungguh lawa. jumpa raya qurban nanti yer.. okey wassalam.

bab 13 - tahun baru, pengalaman baru

2006-01-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

hello semua. selamat tahun baru diucapkan kepada pembaca. lama rasanya tak update blog. walaubagaimanapun dapat juga tulis sesuatu hari ini. alhamdulillah. bukan apa, minggu lepas memang sibuk sungguh memandangkan terlibat dengan interview dan juga proses mendapatkan kerja. dan hari ini, iaitu hari pertama pada tahun 2006, juga menjadi hari pertama saya mula bekerja. alhamdulillah, rezeki tahun baru. mungkin sebab itu saya sedikit sibuk. layari internet sekejap cuma, selebihnya tonton berita dan baca akhbar.

sempat jugalah tengok beberapa kes di malaysia ni baik dari segi hiburan dan yang lain-lainnya. hahah..akhirnya saya tak dapat juga nak habiskan cerita sana'y wala nang wakas sebab terikat dengan jadual kerja. tak apalah, lain kali cari vcd telenovela tersebut. siri hikmah pun saya tak dapat tengok. pun tak mengapalah.

hari ini punya berita, banyak juga kemalangan berlaku, juga ada laporan tentang pesta seks dan juga azam tahun baru artis. saya malas nak bicara panjang soal azam tahun baru sebab lebih baik kita berazam setiap hari daripada berazam sekali setahun. sekurang-kurangnya azam harian boleh buat kita ingat selalu azam kita. terpulang kepada anda lah nak pilih cara mana, asalkan azam tercapai.

sambutan tahun baru saya amat ringkas, hanya duduk depan tv dan kemudiannya menyaksikan tayangan lord of the ring dan menjelang pukul 12.30 malam, saya ke kamar untuk tidur. tetapi nampaknya pada tahun ini, televisyen tak banyak menyiarkan sambutan tahun baru sepertimana sebelum ini. astro ria hanya menyiarkan siaran ulangan konsert siti nurhaliza di royal albert hall, london yang juga boleh didapati dalam bentuk vcd (bagi saya susunan muzik baru sangat tidak sedap didengar). tv 2 dengan lord of the ring, tv 1 dengan bersama artis lama yang agak bosan dan tv 3 dengan tahun melwat malaysia (ada konsert juga). channel lain saya malas nak jenguk sebab leka dengan lord of the ring. namun saya pasti rakan bloggers yang lain menyambutnya dengan penuh keriangan. membilang saat menjelang tahun baru. namun bagi saya yang berubah cuma angka, yang lain masih sama.

sekian saja laporan tahun baru saya, dan kepada semua bloggers, harapnya anda semua dapat memberikan yang terbaik kepada pembaca sekalian.

bab 12 - minggu yang sedikit sibuk

2005-12-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

menjelang tahun baru dan membina hidup baru..lebih kurang bunyinya, pengisiannya sebenarnya berbeza.. lama tak update blog pun sebab banyak juga perkara yang hendak diuruskan, banyak juga perkara yang difikirkan. jadi tak dapat beri sesuatu dalam blog ini. namun, jika terluang saya akan terus update blog ini mengikut apa yang ingin saya bualkan, berkenaan cerita-cerita dunia. sekian!

bab 11 - free commenting

2005-12-25T17:04:00.000+08:00

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

bab 10 - sana'y wala nang wakas

2005-12-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

anda suka yang mana? ara dan christian? atau grace dan leo? bagaimana pula nasib mary anne pada pandangan anda?

telenovela filipina ini sudah beberapa kali ditayangkan di kaca tv. saya hanya sempat menonton sekali dan untuk tayangan ulangan ini, saya sesekali menonton ketika ada masa luang. apa yang saya lihat, walaupun kesekian kalinya ditayangkan, kegilaan terhadap telenovela ini masih marak walau tidak semarak ketika pertama kali ditayangkan. melihat fenomena sedemikian, penerbit drama tersebut barangkali teruja untuk memberikan kesan yang lebih mendalam terhadap penonton lalu dibiarkan penonton membuat pilihan bagi kesudahan jalan cerita ini. di malaysia, penyudahnya diberikan kepada pasangan ara dan christian. namun, saya berhak mempunyai pandangan sendiri yang mana saya lebih gemar melihat pasangan grace dan leo bersatu.

pilihan kita bagi saya merupakan karakter diri kita yang sebenar. lebih dramatik individu itu sekiranya merestui pasangan ara dan christian manakala jika memilih pasangan grace dan ara, bagi saya mereka itu lebih terbuka. salahkah penilaian saya? anda berhak menangkis, kemudian berilah pendapat anda.

berbalik kepada percintaan ara dan christian yang pada mulanya sangat romantik, susah senang bersama dan penuh dengan elemen yang dipanggil 'tidak berpijak dibumi nyata' yang kadangkala dilakukan oleh christian, apa yang berlaku adalah sangat membosankan walaupun pada mulanya hubungan berjalan dengan baik. tapi dek kerana banyak perkara yang dilakukan yang membuatkan saya terfikir, mungkinkah dalam dunia sebenar boleh berlaku, atau boleh dilakukan?

cinta mereka kemudian teruji lantas perjalanan cerita yang sedikit longgar itu menemukan ara/grace kepada leo. saat itu, penonton didatangkan hero baru yang lebih menggambarkan dunia sebenar. lebih realistik. penonton yang kebosanan melihat hubungan christian dan ara kemudian rasa lebih terhibur dengan kemunculan leo. mary ann juga kemudian memainkan peranan seolah-olah memberikan pilihan kepada penonton untuk menggantikan tempat ara di hati christian yang ketika itu kehilangan cinta ara pada zahirnya.

konflik demi konflik berlaku, penonton mula menggemari leo dan grace namun bagi mereka yang masih mengenangkan ketelusan cinta ara dan christian, masih mengharap ara meluahkan rasa cinta sebenar terhadap christian yang seringkali menunggu jawapan ara ketika grace/ara hangat bercinta dengan leo. dramatik bukan? faktor simpati terhadap christian yang tidak bersalah mungkin amat menebal menyebabkan undian banyak diberikan kepada christian untuk memenangi ara. faktor lakonan bersama dalam drama-drama terdahulu juga mungkin memainkan peranan. sayang, kedatangan mary ann tidak dapat menarik simpati penonton untuk cuba memisahkan ara dan christian supaya mary ann dapat memenangi christian. sekali lagi bunyinya agak melankolik. mujurlah dalam episod akhir edisi malaysia yang mana peluang diberi kepada ara dan christian untuk menyudahkan cerita telah memberi kelegaan kepada mary ann dengan menemukan kepada beliau seorang jejaka lain.

apakah yang akan berlaku kiranya leo memenangi grace? saya tercari-cari penamat yang sedemikian namun hingga kini masih belum ditemui.

waktu siaran ulangan :

astro prima - 10.00 pagi - isnin hingga jumaat

rtm tv2 - 2.30 petang - isnin hingga jumaat

bab 9 - keputusan pmr

2005-12-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

kali ni bercerita sikit pasal keputusan pmr yang baru je sebentar tadi rasminya diketahui oleh para lepasan pmr 2005. berita penuh malam ini kat berita pukul lapan. dengar-dengar cerita pelajar terbaik pmr daripada terengganu, sek. men. agama tok jiring nama sekolahnya. besnya lagi, 2 orang pulak tu. tapi entah cerita khabar angin yang didengari ni betul atau tidak, nantikan berita malam ini, tak pun suratkhabar esok. tahniah untuk mereka.

bila cakap pasal keputusan peperiksaan, biasanya zaman-zaman dulu, mesti dapat hadiah daripada orang tua kalau kiranya keputusan yang diperolehi cemerlang. tapi sekarang nampaknya dah makin kurang tradisi demikian dilaksanakan oleh rakyat malaysia. pada pandangan saya, ini semua kerana zaman sekarang budak-budak sekolah banyak yang cemerlang. dah macam tak susah lagi peperiksaan zaman sekarang. macam-macam nota, macam-macam modul yang dibekalkan, kalau tak dapat cemerlang juga tak tahu lah saya. sebab tu dah makin meningkat pulak bilangan pelajar ke universiti tambah pulak lagi sekarang kerajaan beria benar nak tubuhkan banyak lagi universiti. sikit-sikit nak bukak universiti, bukak fakulti aje tak bolehke? lepas tu yang menganggur pun banyak juga.

balik pada ganjaran yang diterima, ada yang dapat duit, ada yang dapat motorsikal, kereta dan ada juga yang tak dapat apa-apa. zaman sekarang, zaman canggih teknologi ni, apa lagi yang budak-budak perlukan sebagai hadiah daripada kecemerlangan peperiksaan? nak kata handset, masing-masing dah sedia ada handset, nak diberi duit, tak payah la rasanya, sebab masing-masing dah kaya, kalau tak, tak pulak sepanjang hari duk chat kat @15 tu yang rata-ratanya budak-budak sekolah juga. mungkin sebab itu sekarang tak banyak yang dapat habuan lagi.

tak lama lagi keputusan spm pula. kepada yang akan ambil result spm tu, sempat lagi nak berdoa, bersembahyang hajat. jangan asyik ingat dah habis sekolah anda dah boleh bebas, kerana tanggungjawab lepas sekolah lagi besar, lagi mencabar sebab hidup anda baru nak berkenalan dengan cubaan dunia. sekian!

bab 8 - banjir dulu dan sekarang

2005-12-20T03:16:00.000+08:00

ade mase skit sblom tidur, cerita sikit pasal banjir zaman dulu dan banjir zaman sekarang. entah tiba2 terfikir pulak. entah macam mana orang zaman dulu menghadapi banjir. kalau ditanya kat atuk nenek atau pun pada mak bapak la senang cerita, diorang 'sambut' banjir cam bes je kan. siap gotong royong buat sampan, pastu mandi ramai2..zaman sekarang boleh ke? hehe..saja terfikir situasi orang zaman dulu. ada ke bantuan mangsa banjir, beras, selimut dan sebagainya. sekarang punya banjir cam satu acara tahunan la pulak. tiba je musim banjir, ramai2 pakat pindah masuk sekolah, balai raya dan sebagainya, gotong royong masak nasi. habis banjir, pakat ramai-ramai bersih rumah. tapi kesian juga bila harta benda mereka dah musnah apa lagi kalau tengok separuh rumah tenggelam nampak atap cuma. belum masuk bab kereta terapung lagi. aduh, kesian sungguh.

pada kita yang tak jadi mangsa banjir ni, beringat lah juga. tahun lepas 26 disember, tsunami melanda. yang jauh dengan pantai pun kena juga. bukan nak meramal tapi beringat lah sentiasa, sebab banyak kejadian buruk berlaku dalam lingkungan tarikh-tarikh dan waktu sebegini juga. ribut kat keningau 1998 pun 26 disember juga tarikhnya, dan banyak juga kejadian lain berlaku dalam lebih kurang waktu-waktu sebegini kisahnya

itu saja, saja nk beringat sesama kita. yang nak pergi sambutan tahun baru ke, sambutan krismas ke, konsert itu ke, pesta ini ke, ingat-ingat lah sikit. ok. assalamualaikum!

bab 7 - nikki dalam kaca

2005-12-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

ayoyo.. promosi album yang bersifat realiti. orang dalam kaca. pernah lihat raja ular dalam kaca? pernah tengok raja jengking dalam kaca? david blaine ada jugak duduk dalam kaca, tapi ia sebenarnya ais yang lutsinar. nikki pun buat lebih kurang sama dengan diorang ni. duduk dalam kaca juga. kalau akademi fantasia tinggal dalam banglo yang kemudiannya diteropong oleh rakyat malaysia melalui saluran astro ria, nikki pun lebih kurang sama juga kaedahnya. cuma tak la sampai seluruh rakyat malaysia dapat tonton aktiviti si gadis sabah ni. cuma rakyat yang ada di sana mungkin.

saya mewakili rakyat biasa yang akan menerima impak sama ada promosi nikki ini berkesan atau tidak. apa yang saya tahu hanya itu. berada 3 atau 4 hari dalam kaca tersebut kemudian akan keluar untuk promosi album beliau. saya tak tahu sama ada ada ditunjukkan sedutan beliau di dalam kaca tersebut di televisyen atau tidak. gimik dan promosi yang dilakukan hanya sampai di situ sahaja. rakyat yang melayari internet dan mengetahui url blog-blog tertentu sahaja akan terdedah dengan promosi tersebut yang dipanggil projek maharani itu. bagi golongan yang tidak lama di internet, hanya menonton tv dan membaca suratkhabar jarang yang tahu kewujudan promosi ini. saya ada membuat sedikit survey berkenaan projek tersebut dan hasilnya, tiada yang tahu pun mengenai nikki. kasihan mereka atau kasihan nikki? mereka tidak kenal siapa nikki melainkan saya yang terpaksa memperkenalkan nikki kepada mereka. itu pun mereka masih bertanya yang mana satu nikki.

harapannya supaya nikki berjaya mempromosikan dirinya sekaligus mempromosikan album beliau. dengan sokongan penggiat projek maharani, mungkin rakyat akan lebih mengenali beliau. namun pada pendapat saya, nikki sudah dikenali oleh pelayar internet tetap, cuma projek tersebut menampakkan kesungguhan mereka mempromosikan seorang penyanyi wanita yang dikira berbakat dan memenuhi citarasa mereka dengan harapan seluruh rakyat juga 'tidak buta' menilai seperti mereka.

persepsi masing-masing seharusnya dihormati. kalau mahu dihormati, belajarlah menghormati orang lain juga. jika mahu orang menghormati pandangan dan citarasa anda, hormatilah minat orang lain juga kerana tak semestinya kita semua betul dan tak semestinya mereka semua benar. apapun, selamat berjaya kepada nikki.

sumber gambar: www.thestar.com.my

bab 6 - dealova, apa artinya cinta?

2005-12-15T02:35:00.000+08:00

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

korus:
kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada
hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

ulang korus [2x]
selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Dealova - Once (OST Dealova) boleh download di sini

sudah dua minggu saya mendengar soundtrack dari filem dealova ini. judulnya saya kurang pasti lantas saya hanya menamakan lagu tersebut sebagai dealova saja dan saya kira pembaca kebanyakan sudah mendengar lagu merdu tersebut.. sangat menusuk jiwa apa lagi jika didengar pada waktu malam dalam kesuraman cahaya yang dihembus pula oleh angin sepoi bahasa. tambah sekarang musim hujan menambah lagi elemen melodrama dalam realiti hidup kita. sesekali melayan perasaan seronok juga.

saya sebenarnya terlalu ingin menonton cerita ini. lagu yang sangat menyentuh jiwa ini membuat saya tertarik mahu menonton filem tersebut. dealova. apakah maksud disebalik nama filem ini. apakah cerita yang terkandung dalam cerita ini. adakah lirik lagu ini menggambarkan sedikit jalan cerita ini atau pun tidak? saudara pembaca yang pernah menonton filem ini, sila lah hubungi saya supaya saya dapat menonton, berkongsi jalan cerita ini. saya harap saya tidak kecewa dengan cerita ini jika saya akhirnya dapat menonton filem ini. melalui melodi yang indah, lirik yang ringkas, mudah difahami tetapi melankolik. sungguh menarik minat saya untuk menonton sendiri apakah filem ini sehebat soundtrack?

saya sendiri tidak tahu sudahkah filem ini ditayangkan, siapakah pelakon cerita ini, apakah sudah di vcd kan? ini kerana saya hanya mendengar soundtrack yang diperkenalkan oleh jcto dua minggu lalu kemudian terus terpikat dengan muziknya. kepada pembaca yang belum mendengarnya, saya sarankan anda dengar dulu baru nyatakan sendiri apakah yang anda rasa, apa yang anda fikir tentang lagu tersebut. mungkin anda rasa ia biasa dan tak seindah saya khabarkan kerana kitakan manusia, citarasa pasti berbeza.

sebuah lagi cerita yang dengarnya ngetop di negera seberang sana. entah bila hendak ditayangkan di malaysia? biasanya filem top indonesia akan ditayangkan di malaysia jua suatu hari nanti. filem mereka lebih kurang sama juga. 'ada apa dengan cinta', 'eiffel..i'm in love', 'tentang dia' adalah antara yang top di malaysia. kesemua soundtrack adalah daripada melly goeslow. muzik melly ada identiti. ada jiwa. kalau sedih..kita dapat rasakan sedih, kalau gembira kita dapat rasakan kegembiraannya. mungkin kerana ini, melly lagi sekali menghasilkan soundtrack untuk 'apa artinya cinta?' sebuah cerita, filem lakonan shandy aulia dan samuel rizal. mereka juga pelakon 'eiffel..i'm in love'. kisah budak sekolah juga kali ini. tak mengapa, saya menyukainya!

sepertimana dealova, saya juga ternanti-nanti untuk menonton filem ini. walaupun belum tahu menarik atau tidak, saya tetap mahu menontonnya kerana ia kisah remaja. saya remaja, saya mahu menonton filem remaja. sudah lama disogokkan dengan cerita komersil melayu yang membosankan. sekali lagi jika saudara pembaca pernah tahu telah terjualnya vcd cerita ini, silalah sekali lagi berkongsi dengan saya kerana kini saya juga sibuk mencari filem ini, walaupun saya tahu baru sebulan ditayangkan di indonesia.

saya juga ternanti-nanti filem melayu sebagus 'gol dan gincu' kerana saya menggemari cerita-cerita sebegini. sukar betul hendak menghuraikannya. bagi saya 'gol dan gincu' adalah sebagus 'ada apa dengan cinta' dan 'tentang dia'. walaubagaimanapun, filem-filem ini bukan dalam kategori seperti filem 'sepet' yang tak dinafikan kebagusannya. filem 'sepet' sangat sarat. mendorong masyarakat berfikir. jika inginkan hiburan ringan, silakan menonton filem yang lebih senang difahami.

rakyat menonton filem untuk menonton cerita, menikmati rasa yang diluahkan oleh pencerita dan kemudian meletakkan diri dalam cerita tersebut sambil merumuskan jalan cerita. selebihnya rakyat akan membandingkan cerita tersebut dengan filem lain. namun realitinya, rakyat mahu menonton filem, bukan berhempas pulas memahami cerita. kalau ada yang cakap rakyat masih rabun menonton cerita, saya akan cakap berilah sesuatu yang terang untuk mereka.

info:

Shandy Aulia sebagai Aliza/Samuel Riza sebagai Dara/ Acha Septriasa sebagai Mitha/ Sari Nila sebagai Mama Aliza/ Didi Petet sebagai Om Sudiro/ Mischa Chandrawinata sebagai Rio/ Betrand Antolin sebagai Tama/ Ken Ayu Citra sebagai Ayu/ Dimas Beck sebagai Angga/ Alexander Wiguna sebagai Fadli/ Onky Alexander sebagai Papa AlizaMinati Atmanegara sebagai Tante Sudiro/Naomi Gonzales sebagai Sofie/

bab 5 - cuti sekolah = kenduri

2005-12-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.. saya baru saja pulang dari perjalanan yang agak panjang. biasalah..bila mula saja cuti sekolah, mesti lah ada kenduri situ sini.. yang kena pergi, yang tak payah pergi, yang teringin nak pergi dan juga yang tak teringin langsung nak pergi. bunyi macam ada konflik pula dalam ayat tersebut. lupakan saja sebab kadang-kadang konflik ada di mana-mana.. nak terjemahkannya pun agak sukar sebab setiap konflik akan dipandang berbeza oleh orang yang berbeza. berbalik kepada cerita kenduri musim cuti sekolah, masih banyak kenduri di sana sini. orang tak jemput pun kita tau ada kenduri dikampung sebelah sebab kita dah boleh tahu adat melayu, nampak saja bunga manggar dan anak panah menuju masuk lorong, maka tahulah kita adanya kenduri kahwin di salah satu rumah dalam lorong tersebut.

saya juga pergi ke majlis kenduri, tapi sebuah kenduri pertunangan seorang sepupu. pepatah kata jauh perjalanan luas pandangan. walau tak sejauh amerika atau kutub utara sana, tapi tetap juga sebuah perjalanan. saya akan naikkan cerita kisah pertunangan beliau nanti dalam bab lain sebab saya cuma mahu cerita kisah cuti sekolah yang sinonim dengan kenduri. pantang ada cuti sekolah mesti ada kenduri. kalau saya tanya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian, apakah masa paling sesuai untuk saudara buat kenduri kendara? saya tak tahu jumlah sebenar, tapi saya jangka majoriti memilih musim cuti sekolah. beberapa faktor dikenalpasti. pertamanya secara ringkas saya rasakan kerana pada waktu inilah sanak saudara dapat sama-sama meraikan kenduri yang kita anjurkan. lainlah kalau anda tidak mahu menjemput saudara mara mahupun sahabat handai, maka boleh lah saudara sekalian buat kenduri semasa musim peperiksaan. boleh juga jimat belanja. dan itu lah satu-satunya faktor yang saya beratkan! tiada kedua dan ketiga melainkan saudara dan saudari ada sebab sendiri.

oleh sebab banyak sangat jiran tetangga, jiran sebelah kampung, saudara mara, kawan-kawan buat kenduri, maka yang jadi buah mulut orang mestilah menunya. kalau setiap rumah yang pergi dihidangkan nasi minyak juga, muak juga tiap-tipa hari nak jamah nasi minyak. lagi-lagi kalau satu kampung, besar kemungkinan pula tukang masaknya juga sama; dengan lauk yang sama, argh.. nampaknya hidangan istimewa cuti sekolah dah tentunya nasi minyak. maka kebelakangan ini, agaknya tuan rumah dah bosan dengan nasi minyak, dibuat pula nasi putih dengan lauk pauk.. baru lah ada kepelbagaian.

kadang-kadang satu hari ada 2, 3 kenduri. jenuh juga nak pergi semua rumah. tapi dek kerana mahu menjaga kesusilaan sebagai orang melayu, maka pergi lah juga. saya tulis begini, jangan pula ada yang mengata saya tak ikhlas pergi bertandang rumah orang kahwin, sebab saya pun hanya pergi rumah yang saya betul-betul nak pergi. bukan kerana paksaan. maklum lah kalau ada 2, 3 jemputan dalam satu hari, kadang-kadang tak sempat nak pegi kesemuanya sebab dah clash tarikh. maka tak terpergi pula. sebab itu kadang-kadang kita boleh tengok kenduri rumah si polan atau si polan ini tak ramai tetamu. bila dah begitu adalah pula mulut sumbing yang mula buat cerita. konon pengantin tak digemar orang. biasalah, masyarakat kita memang macam tu.

jalan lain yang digunakan bagi mengelak ketidakhadiran tetamu, mereka dah mula mencari cuti-cuti sekolah pendek. contohnya seperti hari merdeka, hari perayaan dan beberapa cuti umum yang lain. tak apalah bila-bila pun, janji majlis lancar, tak jadi buah mulut orang sudahlah. kepada yang nak bertunang , kahwin atau buat kenduri itu atau kenduri ini, pilihlah tarikh yang tepat, menu yang jimat tapi kreatif, juga titik beratkan soal adat dan layanan. orang kita mudah terasa, yang silap cepat nampak, yang hebat indah tahun depan baru puji. selamat bertunang dan selamat pengantin baru buat calon dan pengantin cuti sekolah!

bab 4 - pilihanraya dan nicol ann david

2005-12-07T01:46:00.000+08:00

hadoih.. pilihanraya kecil yang satu kat pengkalan pasir pasir mas dah pun selamat dijalankan dengan berbagai2 cerita kat buletin utama, berita perdana, berita astro, MNN dan jugak surat khabar pun tak sah kalau takde isu ini. biasalah, soal pemerintahan dan kuasa, mestilah diberi publisiti juga. orang malaysia bukan nak tahu pasal hiburan saja. kalau ada pilihanraya, mesti nak kecoh pasal pengundi hantu. memang wujudkah pengundi hantu yang dikecoh-kecohkan tu? dah nama pun hantu, macam mana manusia boleh tahu wujudnya hantu semasa musim pilihanraya? siapakah bomohnya pula? ada atau tiada bukan ada beza pun, akhir sekali orang terima juga keputusan pilihanraya.

tadinya dengar kat radio pilihanraya dimenangi oleh BN, masuk berita astro tadi kiraan semula akan dibuat pagi esok. mana-mana pemerintahan pun saya tak kisah, sebab bukan ada effect pun kalau mana2 parti yang memerintah atau dapat mandat. saya sendiri tak pernah mengundi kerana pilihanraya umum akan datang baru membolehkan saya mengudi buat kali pertama. saya tak tahu kenapa ramai sangat turun padang kalau tiba masa nak mengundi kempen itu dan ini. perubahan yang perlu ada, kebajikan yang sepatutnya perlu tak diendahkan juga. kalau tak kenapa setiap hari buletin utama nak juga siarkan paip bocor takde orang ambil peduli, jalan retak tak siapa ambil tahu. karam singh walya juga kena buat kerja. yang rakyat duk undi tu ke mana perginya? sibuk buat apa agaknya kalau kerja sendiri pun encik alam sekitar nak kena ambil alih?

tak kiralah calon dari parti mana, semuanya sama saja. kalau saya cakap macam tu, nanti ada org cakap saya tak nak mengundi pula pilihanraya akan datang. saya akan mengundi salah sebuah parti, tapi setelah difikirkan tentang itu dan ini, baru saya akan buat keputusan. bukan apa, sebab bukan semua parti A betul dan tak semua juga parti B betul. kalau yang betul, betul juga, yang salah pun salah juga.

misi suara hati bergerak lagi ke hulu ke hilir cari sponsor nak capai target. penat budak-budak universiti tu berjalan sana sini. yang program bersama mu tu pulak entah berpa kali ambil shot, entah berapa kali action and cut si pengarah tu buat semata-mata nak ambil shot paling menyayat hati. dengan bantuan pengacara yang bersuara ala-ala sedih tu. bukan main susah nak dapatkan dana nak belanja beri bantuan anak2 yatim, miskin, berpenyakit dan sedaifnya itu. agaknya semata-mata nak dapat rate penonton paling ramai agaknya. macam-macam boleh berlaku wahai saudara pembaca yang budiman lagi bijaksana. bukannya kawasan mereka takde ADUN yang mereka juga undi, tapi dah khidmat mereka akan diberikan ketika menjelang pilihanraya saja. waktu itu, yang lumpuh diberikan kerusi roda untuk kemudahan mengundi. agaknya lepas habis saja mengundi, kerusi roda kena ambil balik. takpelah, saya cuma boleh derma bagi bantuan kat misi suara hati tu je, saya bukan wakil rakyat.

yang terkesan dihati, cik adik nicol ann david dapat pulak rm 200 000. tahniah nicol atas kejayaan anda jadi juara dunia. tak kisahlah berapa diorang nak bagi kat cik nicol tu. tapi kenapa tak boleh bagi sebanyak itu juga pada misi suara hati? budak2 universiti tu berjalan cari dana sebulan juga lebih kurang nak dapatkan tak sampai rm 100 000 pun. saya pun tak nak cakap banyak lagi. kalau tanya diorang, diorang akan ada alasan diorang juga yang mungkin lagi bernas padat. sebab tu diorang boleh jadi wakil rakyat. cakap mereka semua indah, yang mendengar pun hanya diam sajalah!

Whatever Will Be, Will Be...

bab 84 - after a while

bab 83 - suddenly..

bab 82 - countdown

bab 81 - weekend virus

bab 80 - not on phone, tired, baby clothes

bab 79 - sign of ending

bab 78 - tanya sama hati

bab 77 - the next phase is coming!

bab 76 - about someone

bab 75 - sepi

bab 74 - keep changing

bab 73 - nine in one

bab 72 - bullsh*t $%$&*(&^&*

bab 71 - dark

bab 70 - when u r alone, i'll lend my shoulder to cry on

bab 69 - to whom may it concern

bab 68 - miss u

bab 67 - saturday nite and spa!

bab 66 - nothing

bab 65 - recently...

bab 64 - hungry him

bab 63 - my polaris

bab 62 - adiq keciq with his ayori

bab 61 - have u experienced this?

bab 60 - destiny

bab 59 - team medical dragon

Season 1

Season 2

bab 58 - her favourite

bab 57 - the way we pray

bab 56 - new port for my old car! (smile)

bab 55 - money, money, money

bab 54 - gain or lose?

bab 53 - the wedding

bab 52 - first time tagged... huhu..

bab 51 - fight together

bab 50 - where will u go?

bab 49 - by the sun....

bab 48 - simple appreciation

bab 47 - the next phase in life

bab 46 - purest of pain

bab 45 - to those who pregnant

bab 44 - live well, frens!!

bab 43 - human optical illusions

bab 42 - what friend is!

bab 41 - sinetron menguasai jiwa guru wanita?

bab 40 - tanah runtuh bukit antarabangsa

bab 39 - bos dah masuk

bab 38 - kejutan budaya

bab 37 - if u only love me

bab 36 - i still believe

Bab 35 - ada cinta

Bab 34 - Hanya Padamu

bab 32 - tak ingat

bab 31 - biarkan aku menangis

bab 30 - perlukah bermula semula?

bab 29 - rehat panjang

bab 28 - sorry..long time no see

bab 27 - bagaikan hari hari dulu lagi....

bab 26 - resah

bab 25 - datuk k dan datin s?

bab 24 - info minyak

bab 23 - a long journey

bab 22 - siapakah paling popular?

bab 21 - anugerah bintang popular : apa kata anda?

bab 20 - 'meriah'nya kilang meletup!

bab 19 - nemo dan dory

bab 18 - fikir lagi dan terus berfikir

bab 17 - Tahniah Apit & Betty

bab 16 - kemerosotan idea

bab 15 - hits 1, jeng..jeng..jeng..: akan bermula!

bab 14 - bual kosong

bab 13 - tahun baru, pengalaman baru

bab 12 - minggu yang sedikit sibuk

bab 11 - free commenting

bab 10 - sana'y wala nang wakas

bab 9 - keputusan pmr

bab 8 - banjir dulu dan sekarang

bab 7 - nikki dalam kaca

bab 72 - bullsht $%$&(&^&*